different // j.b

Chapter 57

Justin's POV
I've been arguing with Scooter for the passed days about the whole situation. He hasn't listened to me one bit it's so annoying. My mom says to just let it be, that he'll come around but he isn't. To make my day better I took it out in Elena.

Damn, I'm becoming an asshole type of boyfriend. I was really harsh on her like too harsh. All I wanna do is hold her, be with her and tell her everything that I absolutely love about her.

"Justin make sure you're ready, we're heading to the arena in 5." I heard Scooter say.

I rolled my eyes not wanting to do the show tonight. I shook it off and just threw on a shirt considering my wardrobe was over there. Maybe the concert was just what I needed.

Once we arrived I noticed all the happy fans, greeting me, wanting autographs and pictures. It was so amazing how much of an impact I had on their lives. The amount of lives that I've saved if truly incredible, but I don't always get to hear all of them. I decided tonight was dedicated to those who feel invincible and lost.

"Hello New York!" I screamed into the mic.

I looked around to see jumping, joy and tears of happiness.

"If like to dedicated tonight to all of those who have gone through something. To anyone and everyone out there. My beliebers all around the world, tonight is for you. Know that you aren't alone, know that you're strong than those bullies, cyber bullies. You're strong than the blade, you are stronger than all those hurtful words. You're are better than the people who have destroyed you. You are... loved." I said shedding a tear. I saw all my fans start crying because. I saw most of the girls lift their wrist up embracing their cuts.

"It's gonna be okay I promise. Luke's a rollercoaster. Just make sure to enjoy it along the way, don't always be afraid of the drops." I said as I started of my concert with "Be Alright" it felt like it was the way to start it.

I had to admit it got things off of my mind. I had such an amazing time tonight. I had one more show here tomorrow and I was gonna make these count. I haven't been loving my concerts lately so why not make a good start coming from New York.

I ended the show on a good note and then I headed back to the hotel.

I saw that I had a many trends going on right now.

#WeLoveYouJustin
#BelieversForever
#WeHonorJustin

I decided to tweet a lot of my fans back and follow them.

*Ringing*

"Hello?" I answered.

"Justin it's Ava's mom." She said.

"Oh hello! How are you guys?" I said smiling.

"Ava wants to talk to you, she's not doing so well.." She said making my heart drop.

I was silent. I didn't even say anything. I just wanted to go straight to her but I knew I couldn't.

"Husband." She said softly.

"Hey baby girl, shh. It's okay. You don't have to speak I'm right here." I said shedding a tear.

"I want to die in your arms." She said weak.

"Ava honey, you're not gonna die. You're gonna get all better so I can see you and I promise I'll take you whoever you want and you'll get anything you want. Just for my princess." I said.

Then I heard the phone drop and my heart stopped.

"She's stable for now, but she can't talk anymore. Her eyes shut, but she's asleep. I hope..she's gonna be okay." Ava's mom said starting to break down.

I couldn't help it I broke down too and hung up the phone. My poor Avalanna. She needs me and there's nothing I can do to help her or stop it.. I cried and cried and cried until I couldn't anymore and fell asleep with tear stains on my cheeks. I had no motivation for tomorrow, I just let the darkness take me away.