different // j.b

Chapter 58

Justin's POV
I woke up around 10:00am and I honestly wasn't feeling it. I was truly upset about Ava. I planned on calling my mom later to see if I could go see Avalanna later today. I knew I had things to do, but I could cancel my interview for Avalanna. She needs me more than ever at this point.

I went to go get a little bit of breakfast and noticed the whole crew around me acting weird and looking at me with sympathy. Why though? Did ISO something? Did someone do something to me?

Then Kenny walked up to me and my legs started to shake at every word he was saying and I just broke down.

"I'm sorry Justin.. Ava passed early this morning." He said trying to hold me up but I just couldn't. I fell to the ground.

She was only 6 and she so much more to live for. She needed more time. Why didn't it work... Her chemo or whatever doctors do best. Why didn't they save her.

Then I felt a hand go on my shoulder and kneel down next to me. I just cried in her shoulder even more remembering everything bad going on in my life.

"It's okay Justin, let it out. I'm here now." Elena said holding me.

"I'm sorry.. for everything. For being an asshole. For not...being the b-boyfriend you want. For not giving you the wo-." I trtried to say in between crying.

"Shhh. Justin it's okay, shhhh." She said holding me there in front of everyone. Just sitting there on the stupid floor crying.

"Justin get up now, we gotta get back to you're hotel room." Elena said quickly.

"Why?" I asked still sobbing and feeling extremely weak.

Then I saw the flashing coming from the paparazzi's and I just snapped so I flipped them off. "You guys are full of shit and have no life." I said walking towards them.

Then Kenny tried pulling me back but Elena grabbed me pulling me towards the elevator.

"I got this Kenny, thanks." She said pushing the button. I knew it hurt her to see me like this. All weak and depressed.

"She's gone.." I said emotionless. I looked at her and noticed she didn't say a thing. She just held my hand and put her head on my shoulder.

"Thank you.." I said letting my head drop as another tear came out from my eye.

Elena's POV
Once I took Justin back to the room he just laid his head on my lap. I let him cry as much as he needed to until he fell asleep.

I grabbed a pillow and set his head on the pillow and got up. Knowing Justin he's not going to want to eat later. Of course in the end I was going to make him until he finally ate. So I was just going to wait until he actually decided to eat and id take him wherever he wanted to go. I didn't want to force him to eat something he didn't want.

I decided to call his mom and let her know Justin's okay. I saw on his phone that he had 9 missed calls from his mom.

"Justin are you okay?" Pattie said concerned. I mean of course it is her son and she's always going to be worried about him.

"Sorry Pattie, this is Elena but he's pretty broken about Ava's death.." I said a little broken.

"Wait? Elena? What are you doing in New York? I thought you couldn't see Justin due to his management with Scooter." She said.

"Justin and I were arguing and I couldn't handle it. He was stressed I could tell so I took a few days off to come see him. I feel bad for breaking the rules but I had to come see him.." I said.

"Don't feel bad, I call that true love and I'm glad it's you sweetie. Well thank you for being there for him since I can't be there." Pattie said sounding relieved.

"I'll have him call you asap, he's sleeping right now though and I hope everyone's doing good over there." I said thinking about Justin's family.

"They're all doing amazing. Tell Justin we miss him and it's fine. Just have him call me by tomorrow." She said.

We said our goodbye's and then I set the phone down. I looked and Justin and sat next to him stoking his hair.

"You're gonna be alright Justin, everything's gonna be alright." I whispered looking at him and just playing with his hair. I mean at least I hoped that he'd be okay.