Loving 4

Mona

30,8,2007

Sitting on my vanity chair I stared at my reflection on the mirror ,I looked decent, but not without the expensive makeup my dad bought me, it's kind of funny how people think money can fix all your problems,I wonder what will they do if they knew that the daughter of one of the richest men in Ireland is hurting herself ,that money couldn't bring back her best friend ,couldn't make her happy, so can money actually fix all problems? After one of my lovely panic attacks yesterday I couldn't sleep ,so that didn't help with the dark circles under my eyes ,but there is nothing a good concealer can't fix,I added a bit of blush and a layer of mascara and brushed my hair and decided to let it down, entering my walk in closet.I started at my reflection in the full length mirror ,I was wearing my short navy skirt with the navy blue sweater of the tommen uniform , A month ago my father told we were moving to crock city because of his work  ,he was opening a new branch of his stores there ,my dad had one of the biggest fashion companies in Ireland, he told me that this branch needed his presence and plus he said that we needed a fresh start.so here I am getting Dressed for my first day of tommen." I was lying down on my bed with Cara next to me while music blasted through my speakers "I just realized one crazy thing ..we've been friends for 13 whole years ,isn't that crazy "I glanced over at her "yea I mean I still don't understand how I was able to put up with you but I think I did an amazing job at that "I teased ,suddenly out of no where a pillow hit me on the face"ouch " I grumbled "not funny "Cara said as she tried her best to not laugh and keep a straight face "yea?"I asked.She nodded laughing and swanged the pillow to hit me but before it could hit I blocked it with my other pillow ,and with that a pillow fight started ,laughter filled the room , the sound of pillows hitting stuff and feathers flying around escaping through the tiny tears in the pillow was there to see ,after a full blast of pillow fight that lasted 15 minutes,I dropped to my bed Cara following me.we sat there,chest heaving from all the laughing ,a comforting silence feel over us our breath in think "thirteen years "I murmured "it feels like you were there the moment I was born ,like a life time" I turn my head to look at her"you're my best friend in the whole wild world,I love you, you know that "but it wasn't a question because I knew that she loved me just as much as I loved her"I know "she turned her head to face me "and I love you too you" we stared at each other ,then I raised my pinky "promise me you'll never leave me alone ." And for the first time I saw hesitation in her eyes .slowly she raised her pinky "promise you "she said in a low voice.that night I couldn't sleep.