"No, Kian I'm tired. I'm tired of always hiding, do I deserve to be treated this way? am I not worthy enough to stand next to you?" Dylan
A FourthGemini Taglish AU
It's been 4 months since I arrived here in Thailand, my dream of becoming an exchange student finally became my reality but I miss my Daddies and my Uncles. I tried to take a week off school last week to go home but all the plane schedules were cancelled due to bad weather so I have no choice but to stay here.
I've been calling my Dada ever since I went here, every day and every night I always ask for updates about him and about my sister but when they ask about me I always say I'm fine even though I'm really not.
Ever since I came here, everything went smoothly until my roommate finally arrived, I don't understand why my roommate is not an exchange student, he's a local here so why should we share the same room? That's what I always ask myself.
By the way, the school I'm currently attending uses English as a medium, but I can speak in this country's language but I pretend not to so I can see the real intention of other people here, especially my roommate.
He doesn't know that I can understand and I can speak Thai, I always talked to him in English and he tried to talk with me in English too. I appreciate the efforts, but there is a problem interacting with him, his suitor.
"Hey, did you eat yet?" Fourth asked
"I did, why are you back so early?" I asked "Well, I have a story to tell" He excitedly sits beside me but I kick him
"Hey!" Fourth exclaimed
"Don't get too close, your suitor might appear out of nowhere again I don't want any trouble" I explained
"Come on, he's far away right now and we're not doing something illegal or malicious " Fourth rolled his eyes
"Tell that to your boyfriend" I also rolled my eyes
"He's not my boyfriend yet" Fourth crosses his arms
"Why don't you become official already? so you can finally move out and live with him" I asked
"You're seriously luring me away huh? how mean" Fourth pretended to cry
One thing I hate about Fourth is how he looks similar to Gun, and it's breaking my heart seeing his face again, I still haven't moved on from that silly crushing thing
*ring ring*
"Open the door, I have a hunch that's your boy out there" I said and kicked him once again
"Ow! if it's not him I'm going to kick your balls!" Fourth squint his eyes
"Who is i— oh! Hello, Gemini why are you here? hehe" Fourth fake a smile
"Am I not allowed to be here?" Gemini said in a deep deep voice
"Yes, you're not allowed" I yelled from inside the room
"Oh sorry, uhmm.. let's just go out okay? my roommate is not in the mood eheh" Fourth said and bid his goodbye to me
"Hayst, finally no more distraction" I said to myself and opened my book again
I'm distracting myself, because I know a month from now Dada will give birth to my sister, and every time that I think about that I badly want to go home, but I couldn't due to my commitment in my schoolwork.
I barely go outside, School-Grocery-Dorm and repeat is my everyday mood. Even Fourth tried to ask me out multiple times with his circle of friends but I always said I'm busy or that I have something important to do. Fourth is actually a good roommate, he doesn't invade my personal space and my personal things, he always asked for my permission whenever he needed to use my things, he also tells me every time he's going to be late or if he's not going to go home so that I'm not going to wait for him to open the door. Everything about him is good actually, he's not a headache, he saved me multiple times, and even takes good care of me that time when I got home sick and I really fell sick he took care of me I can see myself and Fourth as Dada and Uncle Jacob, a best friend but someone is not okay with that.
Gemini, Fourth's suitor, I hate his guts he's very much possessive as if I'm going to eat his boy, I told him a thousand times that I am not romantically interested with Fourth but he never dared to believe me, so he built a huge wall surrounding Fourth, a wall that could surpass the Great Wall of China.
We barely had a proper conversation, because that man always tried to annoy me every possible thing he got, one time we almost kicked and punched each other's faces If not only for that one friend of Fourth we'll definitely destroy each other's faces that time.
"Why are you guys fighting again?" Satang, one of Fourth's circle
"I don't even know with that fvcker" Gemini said pointing at me
"You don't know? really? you rushed towards me without any warning you asshole!" I said and rolled my eyes
"Hey, Mark you go talk to these two, I only have 2 english left and my nose will bleed" said Satang acting as if his nose is bleeding already
At first, I wanted to be friends with Gemini because among all of them he is the most fluent in English so I'm not going to have any problem communicating with him but the moment we meet our guts immediately clashes
(in Thai) "I'm also done with them, let them fight until someone's dead" Mark sighed
"I'll talk to the school tomorrow, I'll ask if they can transfer me into a new room" I said but was not given a chance by the school, they said no room is available so I stayed at that room but I talk to Fourth not to let his suitor enter the room whenever I'm in there
more months has passed and I'm here praying that time will move very fast so that I can finally go home, I'm receiving many updates from different Uncles about my sister. Uncle Jacob also told me a story how Daddy cried for 3 days after Kylie said her first ever word, "Dada". I just laughed at the story because even me when I was younger "Dada" is my first word too despite the fact that I never meet him until I was 16.
When Kylie was born my Dada called me asking for her name, initially I wanted her name to simply be Kylie as it was like a jumbled word from me and my Daddies' name Kyle, Kian, Dylan Lee, but I somehow remember that Daddy doesn't want to believed us that the baby will be a girl so I just made a name which came from my Dada's name Dylan Lee.
"Dianna Lianne a.k.a "Kylie" Mendoza Ramirez"
"What a bright name" said my Uncle Jacob
"You're playing favoritism again" Kian sighed
a year has passed and finally I'm going homeeeeeee!!
I packed all of my things and was ready to go to the airport but was interrupted with Fourth and his circle who were crying infront of me begging me not to leave
"Hey, why are you guys crying? you look like a soaking chick" I teased them but Satang immediately hug me
"We will miss you" Satang
"I'm not going to die, I'm just going home" I said
"When will you visit us then?" Mark asked wiping his tears
"Let me go home first and I'll think about that" I said
"Byebye Puean!" said the boys waving goodbye to me as I got on the cab
"Text us when you got home okay!?" Fourth yelled and I made an okay gesture with my hand and waved them goodbye
I can't believe 2 years have passed that quick, I became more and more similar to my Dada in terms of appearance but I'm more buff compared to him. ------------
Bonus: Kyle's Outfit at the Airport
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