Kai's POV
The next week flew by until it was the morning of graduation. I stood in front of the mirror wearing my black skinny's with a black button up.
"You look amazing." Seth said from behind me wrapping his arms around me and giving me a quick peck on the lips.
"You don't look too bad yourself." I told him taking in his blue jeans and his maroon button up.
"Why thank you." He whispered in my ear before bowing.
"Seth, Kai." Zach shouted to us. "We need to leave for graduation now."
We walked downstairs hand in hand to be greeted with the flash of a camera. I looked up to see Seth's mum standing with a camera.
"Memories." She smirked.
"Mum." Seth whined.
"Just get to graduation."
"Fine." Seth huffed pulling me out to his car along with Grace and Kian.
We arrived at the school with Zach's car behind us with Alec, Dom and James.
"Excited baby brother." Kian asked me.
"I'm only like 20 minutes younger than you, haha I get to graduate before you." I laughed at the end.
"Shut up and go inside." He moaned.
We all went inside and got in order with Dom infront of me and Kian behind.
We sat for about half an hour until Dom was called.
"Dominik Blakely." He walked up to our head and shook their hand before taking his diploma and going to the microphone.
"I don't know what to say, but thanks to James, Kian and Kai." He said before walking off stage.
"Jace Kai Blakely." I walked up to the head shaking their hand before taking my diploma and completely bypassing the microphone. There is no way I'm talking infront of a load of people who hate me.
"Kian Blakely." He walked up to the head and shook their hand before taking his diploma.
"I just want to say something to Drake and Steve. Fuck you." He said before walking off stage with an applause from most of our year.
The rest of graduation continued in like that, people getting called getting their diploma's and thanking their friends.
We were walking outside when Drake and Steve came over to us.
"Do you think you are funny." Drake shouted at Kian, who had an arm wrapped around Grace.
"Mm, yeah I do." He laughed moving his hand from around Grace and pushing her behind him.
"Do you know what I think. That you are just another cock sucker like your faggot brother." Steve told him pointing at me.
"What did you just call him." Dom growled and stalked towards Steve whilst Seth walked towards Drake.
"I called it a faggot." He laughed.
"Dom, leave it he isn't worth your trouble." I told him.
Seth and Dom walked back towards us ignoring Drake and Steve.
"Let's go out for dinner." Alec suggested.
"Yeah." We all agreed and left the school for the last time.
We all arrived at the restaurant and got our table and ordered food and drinks before we al started talking about what we want to study at college.
Alec wants to become a vet, Grace wants to be a music producer, Zach wants to become an architect, Dom wants to be a sports teacher, Kian wants to be a English teacher, James wants to be a artist and Seth wants to be a doctor.
"What do you want to be?" Grace asked me.
"I think either a music teacher or an English teacher." I responded
"That's good, you love music and English, so you should pursue that idea." Zach told me.
I nodded before liking down at my half eaten meal and taking a drink of my water.
"Do you want to watch a movie when we go back?" Seth asked me.
"Yes, can we watch I am number four. Please please please." I begged.
"Fine." Seth have in.
"Thank you thank you thank you." I repeated to him.
We left the restaurant after everyone had finished and headed home.
"Let's watch the movie now." I told him as we walked into his room.
"Fine, I'll just get snacks." He told me walking out.
He came back soon with some sweets and juice.
We watched the movie, until the bit where Henri dies. I know the movie is really bad compared to the book but come on its Henri you've got to love him.
I got up and told Seth that I was going to my room to get changed, he nodded and told me that he would wait in the kitchen for me.
I walked into my bathroom and stared in the mirror. The person staring back at me. I hate him.The shape of his nose. The way his lips look. The colour of his eyes. The way that one of his bottom teeth slightly overlaps with the one next to it.
I hated it all. I hated it so so much. I looked in the mirror a final time before looking away.
"I hate it all so much." I told myself. "I hate my face, my height, how weak I am, how I depend on others so much, the way scars cover my arms and my legs and my stomach, I hate everything about me." I screamed turning around and punching the mirror.
"Kai." I heard Seth shout. "Are you okay."
"Yes." I shouted back trying not to let him hear the sadness and pain in my voice as I wiped tears from my eyes with my u injured hand.
"Kai." A hesitant knock at my door, opened to reveal Johnnie.
"Get out." I shouted as I realised he could see my hand.
"Why. Why did you do this." He sobbed. "Why do you continually hurt yourself."
"I hate myself. That's why. I'm weak, I can't stand myself. I'm a disappointment to everyone, they don't love me they are all lying like the normally do." I cried.
"No we don't Kai. We all love you so much, I love you so much." Seth cries from my door.
"Why? I just a weak, disappointment of a person."
"We love you because you are you, becaUe of your love for everything and those close to you, and your passion for music and books. That's why.
"I love you so much Jace Kai Blakely. That's why I want you so so much. I know that we have just left high school and that we will be together for ever in wolf terms but I love you so much and I want to be yours forever." He paused getting down on one knee. "Will you Jace Kai Blakely, will you marry me and be mine forever."
"Yes!" I cried forgetting all about my hand as I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him to the clapping of all our friends.
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Hey, so this is the last chapter, there will be an epilogue and I might do a sequel but I'm not sure so yeah.
Thanks for everyone who's read this far.
Anyways,
Love ya's, byyyyee xx
