𝗦𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝗟𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗖𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘆 - 𝗟𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗬𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗹

'17 - When everything goes wrong.'

Loud music surrounds me as I enter the house party we are having. I told the boys to make sure my room is locked, the worst I don't want on my bed is some lousy couple making heaven there.

I enter with Alvaro, and to say he looked amused was an understatement. So far, he doesn't look over the fact I'm related to the club, but he really enjoys my company.

I told him everything he needs to know about Lamine, and how I'm still willing to work it between us. He advised me to do it today, as it's a party and many of us will feel confident.

"You'll do great - I'll wait down here for you." He says, as I carry drinks to Lamine's room, hoping to talk to him.

"Please wish me luck." I smile nervously at him and start to move up the stairs, I knock at his door and I didn't get a response.

So I decide to open the door and looked up to go speak to him.

"Lamine I-" And it hit me. He was sat on his bed with a blonde haired girl sat on his lap, as they were making out deeply.

I drop the drinks from my hand from the shock, and as he saw me, he pushed the girl off him. I stand there in absolute shock, with my mouth open, with my eyes threatening to release oceans.

I kept hearing "Cam Please." or "I'm sorry." in a faintly voice, far away from my ear drums. My legs kept going stiff, making me unable to move.

My brain felt disconnected, as if my spirit left my body. I stood there for maybe seconds or years - I could not decipher.

As I gained consciousness, I ran down the stairs,sobbing my eyes out. Alvaro spots me and I didn't wait for anyone. I ran straight through to the garden, and cried and cried.

Alvaro kept making shushing noises and moved me closer to him, and I sat on my chair- hammock with him. He comforted me as I cried over and over again.

"Cam, what happened?" Alvaro says softly.

"He was fucking kissing another girl, Alva. Another girl? I thought he liked me? I thought he liked me?" I repeated with each sob.

"Hey, I'm not taking his side I promise, but do you think he's confused?" He tries to conclude.

"Maybe, I just don't know why we drifted." I sniffle.

"He really cares for you Cam, from what you told me, im sure he's just as confused as we are." He comforts me.

"Mhmm."I mumble.

"Cmon, you can't be sad at a party with Barcelona players! Let's go drink." He teases me and I giggle.

"If Pedri screams at me, you're the one to blame." I slap his chest playfully.

"I'll take it for you." He smiles at me and opens the garden door for me.

We both go to the Bartender Ferran has rented, and both pick up cocktails. They taste so nice, I don't understand why Pedri does not let me drink.

We drink a few more until Alvaro stops and asks to go speak to some people, and I let him.

I drink way more than I should have, but it's just because I want to drink the pain away, thinking Alcohol can help me forget this photographic memory.

I decide it was a good idea to go dance, as my favourite song was playing. I was dancing like crazy, until someone grabs me off the dance floor.