ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄᴀɴᴅʏ - ʟᴀᴍɪɴᴇ ʏᴀᴍᴀʟ

'18 - We kiss, we makeup"

I haven't left my room yet, which made the boys wonder why everything is so loud up in my room.

I decided, after I finished, that it was time to tell them I'm leaving.

I go downstairs and eyes are all on me, it was a sea of confused, concerned and sympathy looks.

"Um so." I start off, "I'm leavi-"

"Nooo pleaase!!" Gavi stood up.

"Cam what the fuck do you mean?" Pedri got angry.

"Relax ur shits down." I signal them to sit down. "I'm going to England for 2 days, Jose's in hospital."

"What?" Pedri turned pale.

"He's saying his asthma got bad or something." I explain.

"Is he okay?" Ferran jumps in.

"Yeah, I think so, he seemed to be talking fine." I panic now.

"I need to come with you." Pedri warns me.

"No, you have training." I object.

"Jose's life is more important than anything." He protests.

"No Pedri, I'm being serious. He's already upset with me going." I look at him softly.

"Call me everyday." He mumbles.

"I will, don't worry." I smile and hug him.

"Well, when are you leaving?" Ferran asks.

"Um.. tomorrow." I whisper.

Lamine just stands up and goes to his room, I don't understand him at all. Does he hate me, or want me, or despises me, I don't know.

"You should talk." Pablo makes a moving gesture with his head towards Lamine's room.

"He's the one who kissed another girl." I shrug.

"Lemme talk to him." Ferran stands up, and I don't argue against it.

Lamine POV !

I was sat on my bed, in absolute anger and disgust. Me and Camilla have not spoken since her 'flirtatious interaction' with Pablo. Exclusive kind of bullshit.

I heard a knock on the door, and muttered a 'come in', to my surprise, Ferran was at the door.

"Hello Lamine." He says with his fatherly attitude.

"Hi Ferran." I give him a faint smile.

"I think you know what I'm here for." He says, in a serious tone.

"Mhm." Fuck, now I'm scared.

"I need you to tell me what happened from the start." He says firmly, with a voice mixed with understanding and formality.

"It all started in Paris - you can say I really liked her when I first saw her, we had to share a room and that obviously grew my feelings even more. I had hope that maybe - just maybe she'll want me too. On the last day, we agreed to become exclusive. I was over the moon - I was so happy for one day she'll be all mine. But as we moved in, I realise her getting really close with Gavi, which lit the flames in me. I asked her to play fifa and she kept teasing me, so I just left. My anger made me say things I regret saying to her that night." I explain honestly.

"What did you say." Ferran says, with his voice dropping softly.

"That.. she was too much of a pussy to be dating me." I looked away.

"Oh Lamine." Ferran sighs in disappointment. "What happened with that girl in your room then."

"That was all a dumb mistake, I was trying to forget her, I needed a distraction, and nothing worked." I explained, with a firm voice.

"You need to make up Lamine, I see the way you guys care for each other so much!" Ferran says, enthusiastically.

"Then who the fuck was that guy at the party?" I raise my voice.

"He's one of her really good friends at school, he's an awesome guy. But, she's never thought of him that way." He explains.

"Oh." Is all that managed to leave my mouth.

"Let's plan something together for her while she's gone okay? You'll take her out for dinner." Ferran suggests.

"Should I buy her a dress too?" I wonder.

"Maybe, but also remember she might think you're 'bying her off', so try to be as romantic and understanding as you can." Ferran warns me.

"Thank you Ferry." I stand up to hug him.

"Just - try not to fuck it up again, okay?" He pats my shoulders.

I nod in response, having some hope in me she'll perhaps forgive me, one day or another.

Cam Pov!

I sit with Pedri and Pablo on the couch, watching a movie that Pedri was dying to watch.

We then feel someone walking - or stomping - down the stairs, ofcourse it was Ferran. This guy walks down the stairs like a horse.

He sits down, and then he smiles at me. I look at him in confusion, he gives me a patient look back.

I find someone clearing their throat behind me. I turn around to see Lamine standing there, nervously.

He gestures me with his eyes up to his room, and I feel a flicker of softness in him - the one that made me fall for him in the first place.

I decide to follow him, having hope for a genuine apology. We walked up together to his room in silence, but it didn't feel awkward, but rather comforting.

He opened the door for me and I went inside, taking a big breath - as I remember the encounter the last time I was in here.

I sat on the bed, tracing his bedsheets, trying to find something to calm the panic inside of me. He was one boy I found a home in, and now, I'm uncertain whether that home was only temporary.

"Cam." Lamine says with a low voice, then clears his throat. "I don't know where to start from, you were the light of my world, and since you left, my life darkened. I beat myself up every single day since you left, it was all my
mistake. I was all angry, and confused, and I wanted you all to myself. I was ready to do anything for you, but I was scared that one day you would let go of me." He stops for a bit to catch his breath.

"I want to start off by apologising, for everything I said that night, and all that childish jealousy that goes through me. I never want to loose you again. I also want to take it as your pace, I want you to feel safe with me always. Please forgive me Cam, I need you." He admits.

"That girl." He takes a deep breath, "was only a distraction. I really needed to get you out of my mind because I thought you didn't want to see my guts anymore. I really do and always will want you."

I do nothing for a while until I move closer and lay my lips on his, it was a soft, gentle kiss. A kiss that made the feelings of home rush into me. I never felt detachment from this boy as much as I did now.

I let go of the kiss and start to speak, "Please don't let me go again, I need you." I whispered.

He brings me closer to him and he lays down on his headboard. I lay down on him and he kisses the top of my head.

"I'll never leave you again." He whispers into my hair.

I start to yawn then stand up, getting ready to leave. Lamine stops me and looks at me in a confused look.

"I can't sleep here, I'm leaving tomorrow." I explain to him.

"Just sleep here, please?" He whines.

"Fine." I accept defeat and move closer to him, as he wraps the sheets around us.

We got comfortable and are about to drift to sleep, I whisper something in Lamine's ear.

"I forgive you by the way."

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Felt nice today😥

1 chapter and the make up? I hope you guys are happy with me!

School was so traumatic I could you not I had a near death experience today, but I'm alive to write more chapters!

- Habiba x