Inori left eye twitched but declined the offer. Tazuna just realized he came back, guess he is that old after all. He welcomed Inori back and they hugged, aww how cute. Not for long, until he just had to say something to make Naruto furious. I didn't want to listen to their argument and their story so I left. I hated when that kind of situation happen, but I bet it'll get better. I was outside with Inori looking at the stars.
"What a scary night," I blurted startling him. He turned to face me with an angry look. I got a tick mark and hit his head. Brats, should've known. Just like Hanabi, but I love Hanabi. She doesn't love you back! I sighed and stopped arguing with her, it was the truth.
"Don't give that kind of look to a girl, it ruin your rep. Beside, Your not the only one that's been through it all. Me and teammates has been through a lot. You can't just tell everyone that they don't understand pain when some do." I told him. He was quiet for the moment so I guess he's giving me the silent treatment. Sighing at the boy, I hugged him.
"If we don't understand pain, then you don't understand our pain." I told him. His arms were shaking, I'm guessing he's shocked. I let go of him and sat down on the wooden floor.
"My clan, they looked down on me. I was always the weak one, always the little crybaby who can't do anything right. Until.....anyway, I was always the small one. At first, I wanted to end my pain by ending my life. But then, a friend of mine, she told me something I would never ask myself. Am I just gonna let them step me down just like that? No, I want to prove them wrong. I want to prove them, that I too can change and be strong. Even though everyone look me down, always bully me and always blame me for my mother death, I'll change. I knew they wanted me dead, but I'm not gonna live up to their expectations. Because, this is my life and I won't let them toy me as if I'm an object." I told him and he was surprised. He start crying, whoops me and my big mouth. I left him crying there so Kakashi will take care of it. One reason why I hate kids. I went inside the house and it was too quiet. Let me guess, they were eavesdropping and pretending to be quiet so I won't notice anything. Good grief, if they haven't known I'm a ninja not a retard.
"I'm going to sleep, goodnight everyone." I said with a smile and pretending like nothing happen. I heard a sigh of relief, tch I could hear them. Oh well, just go to bed. I walk up the stairs into my room. Of course, the door is broken so no choice but to just sleep like this. But, it's kinda scary. Maybe I'll ask Kakashi to sleep with me, after all he is the man and I am a girl who's still scared of ghost. I sat on my sleeping bag, I couldn't sleep. Then it hit my head, those people aren't bad people, they're the same as me. I won't bring them down to hell with me.
Lacrimosa dies illa
Qua resurget ex favilla
Judicandus homo reus
Huic ergo parce deus
Pie Jesu domine
Dona eis requiem Amen
After singing that, a single tear drops. I gently wiped them away, I was thinking of the guys but also my father. Why is that? I should hate him but I cant, why? I know my mom would want me to ask God to forgive my dad too for his sin but, somehow I can't hate him. It's true him and Hanabi are the only one left but, there's nothing connection between us. I guess it was never meant to be, I was a mistake. I knew I was made by the devil hand that God had never planned me at all, but why torture me? A knock on the wall came out of no where which made me jump and hid under the blanket.
"Hinata, whatcha doing?" He asked. Thank goodness it was just him. If it was a spirit, I would've taken its soul already.
"Um, nothing! Could you sleep with me?!!" I asked loudly still shaking. He was confused.
"Why?" He asked almost sounding like he's teasing me again. Should I tell him? But it's soo embarrassing! But he's my sensei, he would saw it straight through it anyway.
"I'm scared of ghost," I told him looking down in shame. I was awfully quiet at the moment until I heard a chuckle which turned into a laugh. I pout crossing my arms.
"It's not funny!" I yelled. He was still laughing so I waited quietly till he was done. He stopped laughing and slip under the blanket with me. That reminds me, I've never done this to my father nor my cousin. I had been sleeping with Hanabi a couple of time until she stopped. Life is just too cruel, I wonder if he don't mind if become the ruler. After all, this is what I'm meant to do right? I heard a soft snore, I looked at Kakashi and giggled evilly. I was about to slip my hand on his masked when he pull my wrist toward him which he hugged me into a body pillow. I frowned, plan A failed! It's not fair!
"Tsk Tsk tsk, I wouldn't do that when I'm sleeping Hinata." He said and went back sleep. I was still frowning because I thought I could see his face. Stupid sensei! I'll get to see your face someday! You'll see! And after the ambitious speech, I fell asleep.
