This songs help me when I'm sad even though I don't understand it but, it'll still helps and it's so catchy that I have to share it with you guys.
I woke up in my bed starring at the ceiling. I wonder, how did I got here? I was about to stand up but my head fell back to the soft comfy pillow. Damn, how did I even catch a fever? I swore I was careful.
"Damn it," I cussed under my breath. I want to move so bad but the thing is, I can't move my body. I felt weak, damn sickness. I wonder what's causing it? Could it be because of my lack of sleep? I tried to reach for my phone but it was too far for me to reach. I needed to go to the bathroom too and no ones here to help. I guess I'll have to help myself, like usual. I stood up placing my hand on the wall and walk straight to my bathroom. I felt like puking so I quickly grabbed the knob to the door and went to the toilet to let it all out and do my business. I washed my hand and face and brushed my teeth and hair. I took a quick shower with the cold water hitting my pale skin. I didn't like it when the water was hot but I was fine with warm water or cold. I didn't need to shave since yesterday I wax so I don't have to shave if I ever get sick. I just recently wash my hair and body and wore clothes. I of course have to dry my hair and I didn't like the hair dryer that much because of its heat so I bought the one that can cool my head/hair. I heard a knock on the door and decided to see who it was. I opened the door to see......
"I see woken up, Hinata." He said. I growled and slam the door on his face.
"I don't need your empathy, my so called father!" I screamed and stomp my way back to the bathroom. I took a pill for my fever and gulped it with water. Damn! Stupid chest pain! Always happen at this rate, I can't even face my own father. I went to bed and sighed, snuggling my blanket. The knock was there again and I was ready to kick them when a low graspy voice said,
"Hinata, I just want to say I'm proud of you. That's all, see you then." He said and left. That was all?! That's all he has to say to me?!! And it took him this long to appreciate me?! I felt tears already sliding my face. I brought my phone close to me and put on the song I usually listen when I'm sad. The piano started to play, already soothing me.
It is alright
That is enough
You did all that you could
It is alright
You can let go
Just for now always
Because your surrounded by everyone else
That is strange yet unique at the same time
You toss and turn all night
But you don't have to try so hard by yourself
You don't have to force yourself
Even if your isolated or lonely
Just don't let it show to others
Just go with it
Don't be shy or timid just don't show it
Even if all the tears that you show it hurts
Stop being the first to get hurt
But you don't have to try so hard by yourself alone
You don't have to force upon yourself
If your swallowed into the darkness
Even loneliest could be your friend
And the stars and moon too
Tomorrow will get better
Pray yourself in front of a mirror
The moonlight will brighten the night sky
Even to my secret that no one knows
The starry night sky comes to my eyes
Because 'hatred comes from word' they say
Keep growing and move on forward
It is alright
Thank you so much
You did all that you could
(I rewrote the English subtitle to make it clear and sorry if its a bit not clear to understand.)
I felt relief and happy again after listening to this song. I can't tell if I'm happy or sad but at least someone said things will be okay. I turned facing the window knowing someone was watching me. Huh, that's weird. I was for sure it was Gaara. He couldn't have gone that far. I opened the window and look everywhere to see a certain red head. Apparently he's on top of my roof crying. Sighing, I climbed on top of the roof and sat next to him hugging him. I bet he heard the song as well along with Uchiha and Hatake who was near my door. Do these fool take me for an idiot?
"It's alright to cry because, it shows that you've been strong for too long." I told him. He hugged me back for my surprise and wept on my shoulder. Poor boy, his siblings mustn't have comfort him before. Wait, I smell something. Something too fishy. I smelled him and the scent was....blood. Did he....killed someone? I am afraid but he is my friend, I will guide him to the light.
"Hey Gaara, let's go get some cookie!" I exclaimed and he nodded wiping his tears. He was so cute, I could make him cross dress!
"Ah, excuse me for a sec. I gotta do something first then, we can leave." I said and went back to my bedroom.
"I'm going to hang out with a friend, I'll see ya later!" I yelled in front of the door and before they could break in, I quickly left and grab a hold of Gaara hand and fly towards the center of the village. Haha those suckers!
"Everything's gonna be alright, Gaara. Hold on tight!" I yelled and landed.
