ON THE SIDELINES

CHAPTER 27

FIENNA SAREM TOMAS'S POV

I've never want feel this emotion again, this emotion that I felt the moment I step into that court where my strive as a volleyball player ended.

The way he called my name, it was so soft and tender to the point that I never want to hear it again.

Takot at kaba lang ang nananalaytay sa buong pagkatao ko habang nakaharap sakanya.

His eyes looks so tired and drained, I wanted to run to him, to hug and comfort him. I wanted to say that it will be ok, everything will pass and he will get better.

But I can't even move a muscle, I just stood there and wait for him to say another word.

Sana hindi yung makakasira sa'kin.

Sana Kai...

"I'm so sorry for leaving you alone," His tears started to pour like a water falls. It's an unending torture for me to see him like this.

Sobrang mahal ko na nga talaga sya.

"I'm really sorry, I wanted you to be there but I was so afraid that if you see me in that state you will leave me bacause you can't be a man who can't even stick to his words" He is the only man that I need

Nobody will ever love me the way he did, nobody will make me feel this way again.

Sya lang, nag iisa lang sya.

"But you proved me wrong, you stayed and has been patient with me" I suddenly felt my heart racing.

His voice were tender, but this time its pleasurable. I like it.

"What else can I do for you?" That's the only thing that I can say.

At that moment, I wanted to serve him the way he used to serve me. Sa relasyon hindi lang dapat tanggap ng tanggap, magbigay ka rin lalo na kapag ang dating nagbibigay naman ang maubos.

It is a two-way communication, hindi lang para sa isa ang isang relasyon. You both wanted that, so you should both work to keep it.

That's how it should be.

Kaya kung ang pagsilbihan at alagaan sya ang kailangan kong gawin, walang pag aalinlangan ko itong gagawin.

He stepped closer to me, "You've done so much for me, I couldn't thank you more" I then felt his lips on mine.

It was so passionate and emotional, the way his lips move felt like I am dancing in the moon and the earth is watching us.

I've never felt so loved and envied, what did I do to deserve this?

Our days went like a roller coaster, there's ups and downs. Hindi natapos ang kalbaryo namin sa isang usapin lang.

"What a great morning to everyone, alam na ba ng lahat ang magandang balita? Kung hindi pa halika na at simulan na natin!" I acted excitedly in front of the camera.

I'm not in a field report, so I'm inside the studio.

"PBA star player Cersel De Vera is seen to be having a very interesting topic with the National Basketball Administration, in the article released last night it is stated that De Vera may be the next basketball superstar not only here in PBA but also in the NBA stage" I keep my smile on as I continued talking to the camera.

Funny superstar player? Kai beat him at his own game, kung sya ay isang star player ano pa kaya si Kai?

Intergalactic basketball star slash hearthrobb of volleyball.

Gosh I'm talking nonsense again.

"At alam nyo pa ang mas ikagaganda ng umagang ito?" I stopped for a second before continuing, "Kasama natin ang nag iisang Cersel De Vera!"