Racing hearts reunited

Part 28

                                  ~Mia Fewtrell ~

"I've been looking for you" he says as he looks down, deep into my eyes

"Seems like you've found me then" I answer him jokingly

"Guys, I'm gonna head up, leave you two alone" Kika says and makes her way back up as to not "bother us". I didn't even know if I wanted to be alone with him or not, but I guess it's been decided. When we were talking about Carlos earlier upstairs, she didn't seem the most exited about it, she said he's not nice with girls. I kept thinking about why was she saying that, if with me he was a true gentleman and treating me very nice.

"Mind if I join you dancing?" He continues, still keeping his gaze on me

"By all means!" I motion to him to start dancing. I started feeling the two other shots I just took, the tequila and the vodka from earlier weren't mixing very well. I was starting to be more dizzy than I was planing on. I was deep in my thoughts when he grabs me by my waist and pulls me closer. That caught me by surprise.

I barely get a second to adjust and I already feel his other hand on my hip. His scent hit me hard and I feel like it makes me even more dizzy if possible, and his hand placement on my waist and hip didn't feel as I imagined it would. It wasn't warming me up, on the contrary, it was feeling very cold and distant.

I feel his hand moving lower and Lower until it's on my ass and he pulls me closer to him while squeezing my ass. I feel out of place, and like that is far too far of a movement that I expected and I try to wiggle out slowly from his arms, as his grasps were making me uncomfortable. I manage to get off of his chest about 10 centimetres before one of hand cups my check faster than I expected and he leaned in fully. His lips smashed on me harder than any other guy that's ever kissed me. It felt almost as if he was forcing me. With his hand still on my waist he was holding me, and starts to slip in his tongue, I move my head left and right but his kiss is not letting me loose. I finally managed to push him with my hands after a good 7 seconds of him, forcefully at this point, kissing me. I take a short step back and look at him, shocked by his actions and seeing blurry from all the alcohol.

"What was that?" I yell at him, clearly upset by my tone. I feel violated by his actions. I wasn't feeling like kissing him and he made me do it regardless. What kind of man does that. I feel disgusting and I hate him for that. I did like him before, I really thought he was great and this could lead somewhere nice maybe, with time.. but this is just? Weird? Who does this? He felt I was resisting and wasn't into it. This is just outrageous.

"What? You didn't like that? I thought we'd finish where we left off yesterday " He says cocky and starts coming closer to me

"Did my resistance and pushing not show you enough?" I yell again to him, asking myself how can he think what he just did was a normal thing to him.

"Come on, I know that deep down you want us to happen. "

"No. Even if I did before. I clearly don't want anything to do with you now." I snap back. His comments are driving me crazy, why was he so nice until now? And how can he now get out such disgusting words or behaviour? Where is the Carlos from yesterday?

He wants to take a step closer but I react quickly and I turn and leave him behind. The audacity of this man. Here I was toasting to shitty men, not knowing I'd have another added to the list in a few moments.

I don't even want to go by the vip zone to get my bag or jacket, I headed straight to the exit. I needed some air. I needed to be out of the club and to not have Carlos in sight.

I don't usually have problems with kissing guys at clubs, I've had my share of weird events at clubs, but this was just next level, he basically forced himself onto me. He felt I wasn't into in and proceeded to just straight on forcefully kiss me. I have no idea where the sweet guy from yesterday went.

I got out and I quickly take my phone out, I want to order a taxi, but great... my phone died. I need to start charging my phone before leaving for events. I'm still heavily dizzy and don't know what to do. I start walking a bit around the exit of the club to freshen up. I see a group of girls and I ask for a cigarette, I deserved it, I light it and then I sit on the curb as I start to think things over.

I spend a good 10 minutes outside in the chilly air, and when I feel like I'm back to being slightly more sober, I decide to go back in.

As I was pushing the door open to the club to get in, I run into Max. He seems to be buzzed too.

"Mia! There you are! I've been looking for you!" He says as we're now walking back in together

"You have? What for? I ask couriously

"You know I suport your decisions and respect anything you want to do, but, you have to trust me on this one.. You need to stay away from Carlos" he says, and all I'm thinking is.. great, couldn't he come by 20 mins before to tell me that.. but I'm curious as to why is he telling me this now

"What? Why?" I ask stupidity

"I know you guys went out yesterday, but today right before this party, he slept with one of our engineers, Maria. That's why he was so late...He just plays women. I wanted to tell you yesterday but I didn't want to budge in like when we were kids and to be honest I thought he knew better than to mess with you. I just thought I should let you know before you would do anything you regret. Stay away, he's bad news...trust me." he tells me and my eyes threaten to spill the tears that just formed. My heart sinks.

"Well, that's just.. great! I need to get to the restroom if you'll excuse me" I quickly say to get out of this situation and my brother seeing me cry.

"Mia, you ok?" He asks while looking at me, I'm looking at the floor so he can't really see the tears formed.

"Yep yep, thank you for telling me. I will be ok! Now can you excuse me?" I turn quickly without looking in his eyes.

My brother always protected me and wanted the best for me, I always adored him for that. I just wish I knew before going out with him, before letting him dance with me and take things this far... I probably left way too quickly after him telling me the disgusting news, but I just wanted to wash my damn mouth and to be alone for a second, again..

It's not that it bothered me that he was into another girl, he could be with anyone for all I care, it's just that he kissed me right now, after he's been with another woman.. how can men be so disgusting, I simply don't understand.. he probably was using that poor girl too, and who knows who else... it's just disgusting

On my way to the toilet my eyes can't keep the tears in anymore and I burst. What is up with me, I don't even know why I'm so affected by this if I wasn't even into him that much. It might be just the hurt of being played like that.

In the bathroom I see Kika, and she sees what a mess I am. We talk and stay in the bathroom until I'm back to my normal self, and not the mess I was before. She gave me the greatest suport, and was as pissed as I was at Carlos, if not even more. I was glad to see she cared.

Going out I decide to head back upstairs and take my things so me and Kika can order a cab, we needed to go back to the hotel in Monza, and I would be leaving my car here, as I was coming back here either way tomorrow.

"Where's Lando?" I ask Max curious as Lando was nowhere to be seen

"Oh.. umm he took off like half an hour ago, he said he was feeling sick" my brother answers

"What? How come? He didn't even say bye" I'm confused as to why he would leave without saying anything.

Me, Kika and Pierre share a cab as he also came back, not wanting to let us alone. We get to the hotel and I get to my room and instantly fall asleep.

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Author's note:

So sorry for the long break, I've been having lots of exams this past month. I've barely had time to continue writing..
I'm trying my best to find the time🤗