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💜Depressed Daigo x Ken💚: My reason for living😓🔪

    I always wanted to die

    To leave and be done with this world.

    To be honest I'm surprised how long I've gone without doing it.

    I guess it's all him....

    "Daigo!" The black haired boy looked back as the taller male places a small flower crown on his head, "You like?" There was hesitation making the taller teen frown a bit. Daigo finally responded putting his hands on the flower crown as he held it tightly trying to hide his small blush.

    "Yeah, I do," Daigo mumured. Ken smiled and hugged Daigo causing the black haired boy to blush, "I knew you would!"

    I hate seeing him cry and I hate it even more when I am the cause of it.

    "I'm fed up with life damn it!" Daigo said throwing the broom angrily on the floor as Ken flinched, "Why can't it all just end!" He didn't even care about Ken at the moment. He turned around brushing past Ken as he stood on the edge of the roof top. Why was life so frustrating. If he just jumped now it would be done, if he just...

    "D-Daigo?" Daigo looked back, his eyes widened as he saw Ken staring, he seemed so scared and yet at the same time he seemed worried. Tears at the corners of his eyes. As Daigo watched he felt his heart sink. He shouldn't be causing someone like Ken so much pain like that.

    "I...I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me," Daigo stepped down and walked over to Ken. The green eyed boy still sniffed as he went on his knees, Daigo sitting down beside him to pull him into a hug.

    "Daigo..."

    "Yeah?"

    "No more suicide. Okay?" There was a brief hesitation, the silence making Ken's body shift slightly, "Sure. I promise."

    Of course I couldn't guarantee I wouldn't try it again but something about Ken made me want to live for just a but longer. Where ever I saw him cry I would make him smile, whenever I saw him smile I would smile and whenever I saw him laugh every thought of suicide will live my head. No matter how stupid my life was.

    "Take that you bitch!"

    "Gah!"

    The repeated kicks and attacks didn't stop, he was finally kicked into a wall. The impact leaving him breathless. He looked up, the bullies stood above him, one giving him a final painful kick in the stomach.

    "We hope your brother rots in hell!" The leader spat and he and his cronies turned away leaving Daigo their, a single tear slid down his cheek as he balled his fist.

    If only he could protect him.

    I had no reason to live. The very second Ryota died all my living will vanished and all I wanted was death. To be a spirit, to see Ryota, even if I was looking up at him from below I just wanted to see Ryota one last time...

    "Daigo."

    But I couldn't just leave him like that...

    "Are you still upset about Ryota?" Daigo looked away, "Don't feel bad, we all get sad sometimes just remember, I'm here, okay?" Daigo looked at Ken, he smiled making Ken smile. That adorable bright smile of his.

    Ken...

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    "Damn bitch!"

    Why did you leave me?

    "Go to hell!"

    Take me with you...

    "Bastard!"

    Ken.

    "Die!"

    Ken....

    A final kick was landed, Daigo held his stomach fighting the urge to commit his inside out. A bit of blood dripped out of his mouth. A few days and he was already getting beating up like this.

    "Go drink bleach or something! Pathetic!" Bleach, not a bad idea come to think of it.

    The bullies turned around and left leaving Daigo lying there on the ground. Bleach. Bleach. Bleach. Not a bad idea. Bleach. Bleach. Bleach. His mom did always buy extra. Bleach. Bleach. Bleach. He was even alone at home.

    Bleach. Perfect.

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    "I don't wanna be the one to tell him!"

    "Neither do I!"

    "Guys, quiet down, someone's coming!"

    The three arranged themselves as the door opened. They the black haired stood, his green eyes red and bulgy, face swollen, slight water marks on his cheeks showing he was crying. He seemed to try and clear these away as the face of his friends softened.

    "Wakiya told me," The ventriloquist said, "Why...why did he do that?" There was no answer, just silent from the three.

    "He said we should give this to you...in person...in case anything happened to him..." Valt hesitated as he brought out the letter looking up at Ken with pleading eyes, "I'm sorry, I should have noticed sooner, I-"

    "It isn't your fault," Ken sniffed, "You can never tell when someone is about to do these things you know," Ken took the letter looking at the envelope, he sniffed and looked up at the others motioning for them to come inside, "Let's read this inside, shall we?" They all nodded following Ken inside. As they entered the three took a seat on the three seater meanwhile Ken taking the one seater across from them. He opened the letter and began clearing his throat.

    "Dear Ken, I know you can only be reading this for three reason, A. I dies accidentally B. I am missing or C. I committed suicide. To be honest, the first two were to give you comfort that I didn't do it on purpose, yeah, I know it's suicide that is making you read this. I never would have written it if I wasn't thinking otherwise. Sort if this is short or anything. Still horrible at expressing my feelings without sounding like a complete dork so lemme just say it out right. Ken you were..." Ken stopped, he seemed to stare at the paper, soon, tears welled up in his eyes and they began to spill down his cheeks as he held the paper. He sobbed reading it confusing everyone. He dropped it putting his hands over his face as he cried alerting their attention, Rantaro and Valt trying to calm down Ken as Shu picked up the paper. His eyes widened, the last sentence shocking him the most.

...my reason for living...
Love, Daigo...