One Choice~ A Niall Horan Fan Fiction

Chapter 14: The beggining of the 9 month hell

OMG GUYS! how are you all?!?!?!?! I hope u r loving how the story's goin!!!!!! i LOOOOOOOOVE YOU!! -Daffie

NIALLS POV:

I couldn't handle what Norah had just said. Wait and What were the only words that came out of my mouth. I was in love with Norah and now she was carrying Harry's baby. I had lost the only chance I had with her. I know, I know, I couldn't make her break up with Harry, not before and not now. She's been my best friend since I met her at the concert. I always blame myself for never telling her how I felt about her and one day when I was going to tell her what I felt, Harry asks her out. And now she's pregnant.

A tear came out from one of my eyes. I couldn't cry. Not in front of Harry, he was alredy suspicious of what I felt for Norah, he was starting to get really jealous when I was around. HE barely letted me talk to Norah when I was around. But I couldn't help to feel jealous to, I was supossed to be in his shoes right now, at least thats what I wished, I was much more mature than he is, he won't be able to deal with the pressure of being a parent, I would.

I hadn't noticed I had been silent for many minutes and everyone was staring at me.

- Niall? - said Liam silently while Harry talked to Louis.

- I think I'm gonna head out for a while mates. - I stood up and took my coat and headded to the door.

- Be back soon.- Said Zayn with sad but undersatnding eyes, he always knew how I felt for Norah, He always knew I never told him he just figured it himself. 

- I don't know.- I said while I closed the door.

When I was outside I felt the cold English winter air entering my lungs, I breathed in heavily and started walking towards nowhere in particular. I just needed some time alone. It was weird I was almost alone in the street. Just some couples walking here and there.They made me so angry.

Why could everyone else be happy but me?!?! Harry was probably really happy for having a kid! Specially with a girl like Norah, she was perfect. She was the kind of girl I am going to marry some day. The problem is that I don't want a girl that's kind of like her, I WANT HER.

Walking through the city I had to stop to take some pictures with some girls, but I wasn't in the mood. Neither for the paparazzi. They are so annoying, I wish I could hit them or at least to tell them to go away, but if I did that management would kill me and probably kick me out of the band. I hated management sometimes.

I stopped when I saw a bar was open and got in it. I didn't care what kind of bar it was, I just needed to get drunk all day without any regrets and forget what just happened. I sat in a chair and the bar tender asked me what I wanted.

- The strongest thing you have.- I asked the bartender, He gave me adrink which i deperately drank for the first minutes but then I started drinking it slowerly.

I drank like that for a couple of minutes, sip by sip. I didn't need to rush it, I didn't want to go back. I had all the time in the world. I finished my first glass and ordered another one.I started drinking it when I heard the door of the bar open and a girl came in.

She had bright red hair, really light skin and she was wearing a beautiful green dress that matched her eyes. She looked confused but she tried to hide it. She walked towards the bar and sat next to me.And called the bar tender

- Sorry Sr. I've been walking for hours and I can't find my phone, I probably lost it im such a mess. - She started laughing, she looked so happy, even though she had lost her phone, which was weird but kinda cute.- Would you lend me your ohone so I can call it, maybe someone found it.

The bartender gave her aphone and she thanked him with a smile. She was really beautiful.

- Hi. - I said shyly.

- Hey, Do I know you? - she said smiling.

- I hope you don't, If you do that would suck.

- Why? - She started laughing again. 

- Because if you did then you'd know me because of what the media says about me, not for the real me.- I shouldn't be saying all this stuff?! Darn you alcohol!.- Sorry that was a little weird.

- It's ok I dont judge and we are in a bar right? everything is a little weird in here but I dont know you, I've never seen you, you do look familiar though, but I'm positive I don't know you.

- Good because I'm willing to change that. - I said trying to pull the nicest smile I had in my book.- Would you like a drink?

I might never get Norah, I haven't gotten a girl in a long time, now I had a chance to start over, I'm not letting this girl go. I wanted a new chance heres my chance. Fuck you Harry Styles and your baby. If I don't get Norah at least I get a new chance to be happy once and for all.

- I'd love one.- She smiled back blushing a little.

SORRY GUYS! I know this is really really really short but I'm sick and in bed and i have a really bad headache but I wanted to write a new chapter sooo badly! so I hope you enjoy this small bit ( writers block suck) SO I HOPE YOU LIKED IT! dont forget to favourite and comment and fan and all that stuff!! I LUUUV U!

- Daffie <3