Them..The Vanoss Crew.

#11. Why?

Raven's POV

I threw the keys to wildcat and looked up at Vanoss, i pushed him to the side with my arm and looked straight at Tammy, who was still sitting on MY black Maserati.

I walk over to her and slap her across her ugly mug. She lets out a whimper and i pull the collar of her shirt and pull her off my car, the keys were in the seat.

I put the keys in the ignition and speed down the sandy dirt roads leaving them all without a word.

I drove from Vinewood to the docks and hid my car in a empty shipping container. I climbed up a stack of containers and sat at the top. I was glad we didn't get tattoo's yet.

Cause if i did, i'm pretty sure i would start cutting that shit out. I knew i was crazy enough to do it.

-!~ Half An Hour Later~!-

I looked at my phone, i had half a million missed calls (Not Really) from everyone. And only one text, no surprise. It was from Tammy.

1 message

(1) Man- stealing bitch slut-bag

I never gave her a real name. After the way she's treated me? Making fun of me, and kissing the one guy that i would trust with my life, that bitch can crawl back in to the trash that she came from and die in it.

I opened the text:

Hey, about today. I like Vanoss and i knew the moment you seen us, you broke. And guess what bitch, your never gonna get fixed. You are only a lonely little rat that couldn't fend for its life ,i hope you plan on never coming back, because he's mine now. He may be crying his eyes out, but he'll get over you.

Text over

Oh my god, i don't believe her! That was the last straw. I'm gonna do something, and i don't know what. But if it means getting her kicked out of the group.. then i'm gonna do what it takes.

I got back in my car and drove to my apartment, the rent was paid by my bank account so i was good. I walked back in, i never thought i'd put the key back in this door.

I walk in to a cold,silent,eerie room, i sit on the couch and start planning my payback. My mind gave me ideas faster then ever. But i only liked one the most... to fake my death.

I started to write out my suicide note and i started giggling at how amusing this was gonna be. This was my note:

Evan,

You know, i really did think you cared about me. But now, i know your just like every other selfish pig that takes me for granted. I can't live alone, why? Because i will get caught by the police or the KL, either ways. Don't look for me, don't think about me. Because by the time you read this, i'm dead. Tell the group that i trusted everyone.. tell Tammy that she is lucky to have you, because you obviously loved her more than me.

Raven

I packed most of my stuff and look around the room. I can remember walking in to this room for the first time and thinking that i was gonna stay here forever. How wrong i was.

I locked the door and put the keys under the mat, so he could still get in. I got on my phone and called him. I put on a choked up voice to sound like i was crying.

R- Hey Vanoss it me.

V- Oh my god where have you been i'm worried sick!

R- I'm sorry.. after you kissed Tammy. I was killed inside, i loved and trusted you with everything to my name. Well i've got something that will put your mind at rest, go to my apartment. Keys are under the mat.

V-But raven-

I cut him off, i knew that i i wanted it to sound real then i couldn't chat long. Then suddenly i'm crying like a river and griping the steering wheel like i was drag racing or something. Then i get on the freeway, sandy shores 5 miles. The only place i knew i'd be safe.

Vanoss's POV

I drove over to raven's apartment block and ran up the stairs, i pick up the keys and shove the door open. Only darkness and no sign of raven. I see a piece of paper on the coffee table.

I pick it up and sit on the couch, but nothing prepared me for what i was about to read.

Evan,

You know, i really did think you cared about me. But now, i know your just like every other selfish pig that takes me for granted. I can't live alone, why? Because i will get caught by the police or the KL, either ways. Don't look for me, don't think about me. Because by the time you read this, i'm dead. Tell the group that i trusted everyone.. tell Tammy that she is lucky to have you, because you obviously loved her more than me.

Raven...

I sat reading 'You loved her more than me' over and over. But the line that killed me was 'Don't look for me cause i'm already dead...' i sat shaking and lost in my emotions.

I just killed the girl i loved, and i didn't know what to do. I drove back to the house and sat on the couch. Everyone asked questions, but i walked over to Tammy and dropped the letter on her lap.

"I hope your happy" i say sitting back down, she opens the letter and reads it aloud. She finishes the letter and drops it on the ground to cover her face, everyone gets up one by one and goes to their rooms except from delirious and me.

We started to talk:

D- Hey i'm really sorry about raven, plus don't blame yourself.

V- But she's gone and probably killed herself over me trusting this letter!

D- Kick Tammy out.

V- What? I can't just kick her out she'l blab about us!

D- Then kill her!

V- Listen, i don't want anymore blood on my hands than there already is, plus we can't risk the gang the KL are gonna be out on force after this weapons trade.

D- Yeah, i suppose so. Hey imma go to bed. Night.

V- Night.

So there i sat, alone and now a said killer. I may have shot people before but... i'd become all to used to it. I got up and went to bed. I lay there cold, alone... and a murderer.

- Timeskip to morning-

I woke up to feeling horrible. I wanted to die myself, cause deep down. I new why i didn't pull away from Tammy when she kissed me. But i just didn't want to admit it.

I walked downstairs, and everyone was sitting on the couch. Except delirious, i walked over to his bedroom."OH hey Vanoss.." he says in a scared voice.

As if he was trying to hide something....

Delirious's POV

I couldn't believe it. Raven was still alive. As soon as Vanoss walked in i next to near shit myself, couldn't let him know. Cause raven and Vanoss would be pissed at me.

I looked back at the text's

R- Hey, just thought i'd let you know, i'm not dead. So don't tell anyone! But keep an eye on vanoss will you please?

D- OH MY GOD you scared the shit out of me! I thought you actually went and did it!

R- PFFT. If i could say anything if i was about to commit it would be: 'get a fucking grip'

D- cool, where are you by the way?

R- Sandy Shores.

D-kk gotta go.

R- okay, but meet me outside liquor-ace tonight. You know the place?

D- yeah i'll be there.

Wow, thanks for your suggestions on the last chapter! And also i wanna thank everyone for over 500 reads!

Peace out

Fluff xx