Them..The Vanoss Crew.

#21. Fall- outs

-1 week laterrr-

Vanoss' POV

Its been days and raven hasn't spoke a word to me, i don't even seem to walk past her in the house anymore, she's either out doing whatever the fuck she does or is in her room.

I sat down next to jasmine on the sofa and looked across from me, Delirious and raven, both on their phones doing jack shit.

I see delirious look at me then at my phone, i just looked at him. Then he mouthed the words "Answer me."

I looked at my phone, he text me saying

"I'm real sorry about what happened the other night, i'm just trying to protect your relationship. I don't wanna see you or raven hurt. And are you gonna talk to raven?"

I shoot him a look and he stares back at me, so i roll my eyes and reply with:

" It's okay i forgive you, and no i don't wanna talk to raven. She kissed you right in front of me and all the stuff i said to jasmine was just part of a plan to kill her!"

I didn't mention the plan to anyone else cause she'd eventually get suspicious, i see delirious look at his phone and his jaw drops.

"WTF do you mean it was all just part of a plan raven came to me crying her eyes out talking all types of shit saying she meant nothing to you! And why would you let me beat you half to death?!"

"Because after she left, i realized what she meant to me. And like the ass i am i took her for granted, and really just don't want to lose her again."

A week..1 week and not a fucking word from him. And well to be honest, i don't really care. I'm just so fucking annoyed that he chose her over me.

Raven's POV

I sat on my window ledge and looked out over the city, the starry night sky falling on to the bank and FIB buildings. Honestly, i never thought that my life would end up like this.

I was bored and it was 4 am so going to the bar for about the 293 time was a no no. I walked over to my mirror and saw my keys to my apartment hanging on the edge.

"Fuck it." I thought. I picked up the keys and opened my door. "I want to talk to you." I heard a voice say instantly scaring me.

"For fucks sake Ashley, what is it?" I say yelling a bit.

" I know what happened between you and delirious the other night, and i just want to tell you that imma let you off." She says crossing her arms.

"What the fuck are yo... oh" i say remembering our moment." Awh fuck about that i was drunk and i was angry and it meant nothing i swear." I say swaying from the vodka.

"Yeah, well next time i won't be so fuckin' nice about it." She says getting up in my face." Are you threatening me." I say keeping eye contact with her.

I knew she wanted to say something else but she walked away slamming her room door. I lean against mine and let my mind have a go at me. I had lost the only person that stuck by me the whole time. One of my closest friends.

I walk down the stairs quietly making sure i don't wake up anyone. I walk outside, close my eyes and breath. "What in thee fuck are you doing?"

I look around and see terrorizer sitting smoking. "What the fuck are you doing being alive, dick." I say turning toward him." Your still pissed at me?" He says.

"Yeah, but you should have just probably killed me." I say standing in front of him. "Sit down." He says. "Only bitches take orders, but sure i'll sit down." I say.

"Vanoss told me about your dad." He says looking into my eyes. "Long story short the gang your dad was in stole everything from me. My home, my family ,even my friends."

"I just thought that, if i killed you then, maybe that would give me closure, but that's never gonna change and it probably never will." He blows out smoke and and breathes heavily.

I look at him and i see him wiping his eyes. "Damn, for a gang we are too emotional." i laugh out. He looks at me and laughs. "We sure are, anyway where could you be possibly going at 4 am?"

"My apartment, i haven't been back in so long and like you said, where else could i go at 4 am haha." i say. "Your walking?" he says looking at me in disbelief.

"Well i wouldn't be talking to you if i was driving would i?"

He looks at me and says :"I know you feel like sad and shit but i'm not ready just to let you go and possibly get yourself killed or worse." he says standing up.

"So your coming with me." I say. "10 points to Raven." he says smiling. We start to walk and we get out of Vinewood hills and we get hit with drunks and drug dealers instantly.

To be honest, i felt safer next to Brian that i did with Evan. And i almost, ALMOST felt guilty about it. We were almost at my apartment when some random guy grabs me.

"What the fuck get off me!" I shove the guy away from me before realizing that it was my landlord, Andy. "Oh hey Andy." i say nervously and breathing heavy.

"Who is this?" I hear ter say, almost aggressively."Just my landlord." i say. "Where have you beeeen Raven i -keep on checking the apartment but your never thereeee." he was clearly high and drunk.

"Yeah I've just been out more, anyway see you later."i say dragging Ter with me. "Are you serious? that's your landlord." he says covering his mouth to stop him from laughing.

"Why? Whats wrong with him he's a nice guy, just not today." i say sympathetically. "What ever you say." He says.

We get to my apartment, and i open the door. All my mail was sat on my table and everything was surprisingly clean from the way i left it last time.

"I think your 'landlord' has a little something for you." He says pointing to the mail."Again, just a nice guy." i say sitting down and flicking through the mail. Nothing important.

"Nice place though, wow." He says, walking over to the light switch and turns them all back off. "Please explain to me what the fuck you are doing." i say.

He stands in front of the windows and the rest of the mail falls out of my hands, i walk over me and stand beside him. The sun just on the horizon of the sea, the sky just turning orange.

"It's skies like this that make me not want to kill myself." he says, laughing a bit. "It does stop you from getting depressed." i say. He gives me a weird look." I read it somewhere."I sit down on the floor and he sits next to me.

He puts his arm around my shoulder and looks at me."I'm sorry for what i did to you." he says. "Everyone makes mistakes, your not the first." i say. I lay my head down on his shoulder.

And both watch the sunrise until we fall asleep.

Omg, i have not slept properly for like a week. Fun times

Peace Xx