Them..The Vanoss Crew.

#27. The Outside Lies.

Raven's POV

I got up from the ground still watching wildcat pretend to act like a sad child, almost laughing at his own stupidity.

"What in the fuck are you two doing?" I hear, looking over at the door to see Craig and Brian. i see wildcat look over at them and sit up.

"None of yo goddamn business that's what." Wildcat said shaking his head from side to side on every word. I laugh at him earning a saddened yet angry stare from Brian. I was confused at why he looked at me like that but i just brushed it off.

"Whatever, anyway Vanoss says that the heist is off." Brian says crossing his arms, still staring at me and wildcat. "Well i was the one that told Evan that the drugs were already shipped here." Wildcat spits, noticing Brian staring at him.

Brian just nods his head and walks away, leaving mini on his own. "What's up with him" I question mini as he walks toward me.

"I don't actually know, we tell each other everything, don't pay too much attention to it anyway, he's probably just in a bad mood." He says to me, seeing a wave of concern come across his face. I look back at wildcat who was now standing up, brushing himself off.

"Yeah, something did seem... Off about him." Wildcat says. We stand in silence for a few seconds, until mini speaks up. "Anyway, Raven can i talk to you?" He says, i look at wildcat, almost as if i was asking him for permission.

"What are you looking at me for?" He nervously laughs out, i just laugh at him and turn back around to mini."See ya wildcat." Mini says walking back in to the house, I give him a wave as i follow him. Mini and i walk to the garage, i hesitated since the last time i was in there i almost died.

I walk in and close the door behind me, Making sure that it clicked closed. I stand in front of Mini waiting for him to say something. "So?" I say." What did you want to talk to me about?" He looks behind me and at the door, making sure that it was closed.

"Okay, so when you and Brian went to your apartment, did anything happen between you two?" He says putting on a face of so many emotions.

My eyes grow wide and was tempted to shout : WHAT?! But i held back for my own safety. "NO! Why? What has he told you?!"

i say raising my voice a little. "Nothing i swear! It's just that ever since he came back he's been acting differently, and i don't know what it is." He says reassuring me. "Okay well i can tell you right now that nothing happened or IS happening between us." I say putting my hands up.

A wave of curiosity came across mini's face, he folds his arms and and smiles at me. "I think he likes you." I almost choked on nothing after he said it, i punched him on the arm earning a painful laugh from him.

"Listen, me and Brian have been friends for god knows how long, i can read that guy like a book." He says laughing at me smiling through my angry face. "Okay fine, but this stays between us two okay?" I say, mini still not taking me seriously as i was still smiling.

"Okay." He laughs out, I shake my head and laugh walking out of the garage, mini right on my back. I walk upstairs and in down the hall to my bedroom only to walk in to... Evan. As i walked toward him i felt a wave of shame, fear and... Happiness?

I looks up at me and gives me a sad smile as we walk past each other, I knew it wasn't easy for him as i see his smile drop as soon as he got to the side of me. I get to my door, hesitating to open it as i look back at Evan walking down the hall.

I look down and slowly open my door, and over to my window. Noticing the vodka i had left was empty and the photo of me and Evan was moved. I felt like i had betrayed him almost, as i looked at the photo, he brought me in to this gang and all i have done is caused trouble.

But i didn't ask for this, i didn't ask for Evan to love me. I DIDN'T ASK FOR ANY OF THIS! My mind screams at me. I pick up the neck of the vodka bottle and throw it at my wall. Listening to the bottle shatter in to thousands of pieces and hit the floor.

I breath heavily from the rage burning in my face, i pick up the photo of me and Evan an just stare at it, feeling my eyes water at the reminder of what we used to have. And now, i couldn't look him in the face right.

I lay back on my bed, feeling my tears roll down my face, then it hit me. Something did happen between me and Brian. I felt guilty for telling mini that nothing happened, cause he is going to annoy the shit out of Brian by asking him whats wrong.

I laugh at the though of him just asking time after time again what's wrong to Brian. I look at the photo one more time before putting it on my bedside table, i hug my knees as all these thoughts run though my head again and again.

Vanoss' POV

My heart broke when i walked past her, only seeing rage and fear in her face. As i got to the end of the hall i hear her door click, i look back at the empty hall catching my reflection in the mirror. I turn my face to right noticing how bruised my face had become from the gash on my cheek.

I felt guilty, remembering that i, and only i, had turned her in to.. this. This monster that was not the girl i fell in love with, but i knew that no matter what she wouldn't forgive me this time. No waiting on her coming home, no talks to fix things, no Raven anymore.

I sat down on the sofa and hugged my knees as i heard he smash of glass from upstairs, more than likely coming from Raven's room. I just closed my eyes and hoped that no matter what that she forgave me. Nothing had to happen, i only want her to forgive me.

I just sat there with my eyes closed, letting my mind make me feel even worse, i slowly open my eyes as i hear someone walk in to the room. "Hey nogla." i say, my voice thick and painful from drinking straight vodka to much for the past few days.

"You don't look too good Evan." Nogla says sitting next to me and looking at my cheek. "Fuck, what happened to your face." he says, tilting his head to look at the slash across my face. "You really want to know?" i say smiling.

"Evan i am a gossip whore, why would you even ask that?" I smile at his stupid comeback. "You're always good for a laugh Nogla."

Peace Xx