Them..The Vanoss Crew.

#15. Hiding behind your fake smile...

Ashley's POV

-4 Days later-

I felt so bad for raven, she hasn't said anything to me in days. I thought it was about the picture, but she's talked to no one. We even tried to get Vanoss to go talk to her.

She's either been out or asleep, ever since Vanoss said some things about her. And every time she sees them together she looks like she's going to puke.

I told delirious that he should try to make Vanoss go talk to her, but he only said :- "Tried, only says 'I don't care' and walks away." I caught Vanoss outside at 11:30.

I herd the door shut like he didn't want anyone to know he was outside, i walk out behind him and he turns round, "Hey, what you doing out?" He asks. "I could ask you the same question, i only followed you"

"Needed a breather, why?" He says nervously, i knew he was waiting on raven. She'd be out late at night and come in at god knows what time, i never hear her but she's always in bed when i wake up.

"Your waiting on raven aren't you?" I say crossing my arms with an evil smile. I can see him thinking up an excuse but fails."I just don't want her to get hurt, i said something i shouldn't have said and i don't wanna say anything in case i make it worse."

I shake my head and sigh, "It's never gonna get any better if you don't talk to her, this gang works like a family...No one can constantly hate each other."

I turn around and walk back inside shivering a bit since it was pretty cold outside. I walk back upstairs only to be walked in to by delirious, he screamed a little and said: "Sorry, i just had a nightmare."

I felt bad, he looked like shit. He looked up and smiled through his mask, pretty sure it was more of a grin though."Wanna sleep in my room?" He says.

"Yeah..."

Vanoss' POV

She was right... i can keep on being worried without saying anything, in sit on the wall next to the garage trying no to fall in to the plants behind me.

I see her walking towards the house a few minutes later, i stand up off the wall and cross my arms, she shakes her head and says :"What do you want now Vanoss?"

"Where were you?" I say sternly."Whats it to you? Your the one wishing i was dead so why should you care?" She brushes past me but i grab her arm.

"No, we are gonna talk this out, no more running away from our problems." I say she pulls her arm back. "What's there to talk about? You replace me, laugh about me behind my back and act like i'm invisible, so you tell me!"

She says starting to get angry, i can understand why though. I've been a dick to her ever since i kissed Tammy, "It's about you being with jasmine isn't it?" She says looking down at the ground.

"No, it's about us." I say, she looks up and shakes her head." You just never give up do you? I don't care that you got with someone else! And do you really think i'm that fucking weak? The reason i've been staying out so late is so i don't have to listen to-"What's the matter?" Or "Are you okay?"

I let go of her arm and look her in the eye, "I understand but..personally i think you should just stay away from me and jasmine. I may have screwed up our relationship but your not ruining mine."

I knew i shouldn't of said that, she looked down and says:"You know what, i think i might just leave. You obviously don't want me fucking up so expect me to be gone by morning."

"NO." I say almost shouting a bit, "Your not going anywhere, not after all this. You can't just up and leave because....i-i...." i panicked and said "Worry about you." DAMN IT! Oh yeah real convincing Evan, real good.