𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ~ 𝐉𝐔𝐃𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐀𝐌

𝟎𝟏.

𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕

It's been 4 years since me and Jude last saw each other. I never really thought about if I ever wanted to see him again since he left me and our child, well he doesn't know I was pregnant. The day he left to go focus on football.

I was going to tell him that day that was until he said "Ines I need to talk to you."

I wanted to tell him about my pregnancy "Jude me too I need to tell you something but you go first."

He looked upset but happy at the same time. That's when he said the words that left me heartbroken. "Ive been offered a contract to go play for Real Madrid and for me to do that for my career and maybe my future, me and Jobe and also my mum are moving to Spain and because of that I don't think this relationship is going to work, I'm sorry I just really need to focus on my football now and the long distance is just not gonna work."

At that moment when he left ,I was left as a single mother not knowing what motherhood would be like. I'd have bad thoughts thinking I'd be a bad mom because I was on my own on minimum wage at the time while I was working in a small cafe, luckily I got offered to be a model for a small clothing line and because of that somehow I became a popular model for huge designer companies and now I'm getting paid more than 100,000k for each designer line that I shoot for.

I'd say me and Jude were like 'childhood sweethearts' as some would call it, we grew up together since we came out the womb. Jude's mum (Denise) was best friends with my mum before we were born. Me and Jude got together when we were 15 and at the age of 19 I was left with Jude's baby knowing that Jude doesn't know that he's a dad while he goes to 'focus on his football' don't get me wrong I was proud of him for being in a La Liga league which is pretty professional if you asked me.

But little did he know I was pregnant with his child. I thought about telling him about our son , yes I had a baby boy and it upsets me that he won't have Jude their to teach him football like his dad since he came out of the womb but I just couldn't pick up the courage to talk to him ever again and tell him he has a son.

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When I had my son (Jeremiah Rivers Bellingham) he looked a lot like Jude no one knows that it's Jude's because I use my last name as his even though it's Jude's last name , the only person that knows it's Jude's is my best friend Kiloni. I had been given a huge amount of support from Kiloni with my son I didn't need Jude I knew could handle this by myself . Kiloni also works with me in the model industry that's how we met actually , without her I wouldn't know what I would of done without her she honestly has helped me in so many ways.

Kiloni messaged me earlier to ask if she could come round, I obviously said yes I could never turn her down she's fun to hang around with.

I then heard a knock and I immediately knew it was her, As I opened the door she hugs me so tight like I'm leaving her to move across the world.

"Hey K." I say

she released her arms from my torso and says "Hey Babes."

I look at her with a confused face and say "What's up, you okay ?

She nods "Yeah I'm great just need have a little getaway from here."

I ask "Why,What's happened?"

Kiloni then rolls her eyes and says "Harvey being a dick again just always arguing with me like I'm always in the wrong."

Harvey is Kiloni's boyfriend and he's always been a dick on and off with each other all the time , forgot count of how much times they break up and get back together it's like he's bipolar or something.

"Kiloni you don't need him anyways, I don't even know how he pulled you your gorgeous who needs a man they're nothing but useless nowadays."

She then says confidently "Yeah your right fuck him, let's go on a little holiday together, just me and you and catch us some new dick."

I then stare at her as if like she was taking the piss "Your joking right?"

She then shakes her head "No why would I?"

I then said "Kiloni as much as I love you and appreciate you as my best friend you'll be saying all this now but run back to Harvey tomorrow when he apologises."

She then looks at me serious "Okay then let me prove that I won't go back and book the holiday right now and show you that I have moved on now."

I then told her "Kiloni you know I can't I have Jeremiah to look after I'm a mum now."

She then said "Just get your mum to look after him for like 4 days, it's a mini getaway, where is Jeremiah anyway?"

I then huffed "Fine i guess I'll message her and see what she says and he's asleep took me ages to get him asleep, where you even planning on going anyways for this 'Mini getaway'."

She then smiled "Spain."

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Wonder how this 'Mini getaway' in Spain is gonna turn out...

Btw every chapter will have a choice of song if u wanna listen while reading I find it more enjoyable but for some better if silent.

This book won't be a very long story but I will try my best to make it longer.

Hope you enjoyed the first chapter! Pls remember I'm not a professional :)

Pls vote also! X
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