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Too much noise

Too much silence

Too much to do

Too much boredom

These are the contradicts of my life.

They bind me, slow me down, speed me up, and get me nowhere and everywhere.

Life feels like a puzzle most days

What to think?

What to do?

What to say?

How to think?

How to do?

How to say?

The words jumbling up in my mind

Over and over

What if I did this?

I did that wrong.

Let me do it this way.

Overlapping in tune.

Too much

Just too much to handle

Not work

Not stress

Just thoughts

So many thoughts

It's really incredible

They always pick the right times to be silent

But never the right times to be wrong.

What is this?

Why me?

Why so much?

Why can't it stop

Just stop

Breathe

But its hard to breathe with no room for air

Or thoughts

Or anything.

It's hard having a voice if no one can hear you

Too loud

Too quiet

Too much

Just too much...

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