Everything is so close and so far away.
I cant wait to see how this unfurls
Every moment, every coincidence, every corner, everysign, every breath, every movement
Leading to this love.
Darkness and shadows, corruption and poison, light and innocence, masking the terror and pain
Mean everything and nothing at all.
Strange and unexpected, I'm caught off my guard.
As cautious as I am, I find myself hoping
Dreaming, wishing, thinking
Of and for every little moment that will happen.
This newfound surprise is exciting, startling, scary, yet inevitable in its own right.
Have I been hiding this from myself?
And for how long have I refused to think I could be happy in this way again?
This person has given me much hope for the future
Around him I'm discombobulated in my mind
As careful of the stroke of the brush, I always end up drawing a heart from my blushing face.
The way I feel is something unique, im sure.
Subtle, not as intense as previous emotions, but immersive as the night sky.
I hold close to these thought and feelings, new ideas
For the fearful promise, of new life, in some way.
I wonder if we feel the same about each other
Throughout our thoughts and experiences
Living this lovely life.
Although not near perfect, I'm glad the imperfections of our interactions appear
They remind me of the life I have, drawing me out of the constant blackness inside me.
I am a knight of shadow, a princess made of silver
My blue knight and mysterious prince
Will you be the one to free me from this tower in my mind
Letting me roam free in the life I was meant to know, instead of the stress and strain of my reality?
Where will this go, I wonder
A startling new light upon the fading darkness
Will my prince be brave enough to save me from the dragons within myself
He has already snuk into my heart
I only hope that he protects it.
He doesn't just cross my mind, he lives there throughout the day
Keeping the mortar of my castle strong
He draws out the knight in me, the strength ive been acting on for so long
Now comes as easy as a whisper of sleep in the night
He makes me falter, falling under the spell of his words from his soul
Only to catch me and sweep me off my fefeet, laughing
Life is so much lighter
Like a comet in the night, startling light is sparking inside
So strange, so imperfect, so lovely
So mine
If only he'd let others know of this bond
It may take time but what I feel is genuine inside
The night sky finally turning blue with a new horizon in my heart.
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Poetry(Note: NONE of the images used belong to me.) My new poetry book. Round two of the feelings of me. Expect rants, poetry, songs And the big riddle that is My mind. Enjoyed it? Hit the little star button! I love support! (Almost as much as oreos or An...