Our Undaring Music love(wenclair band AU)

Chapter 10

Wednesday's POV

After that well, experience. I headed out to go back to my house as I don't want to cause anymore trouble and problems.

I was playing again tonight so, well.. I had wrote with some help from..Yoko. This song was just about me and enid after we had broken up.

I honestly never wanted it to happen, but of course, im just bad luck and I think I'll stick to being a jinx. I grabbed my spare guitar, tested the tune and fixed it.

(Song by Billie Eilish: Wildflower :)

I take a deep and start strumming the guitar slowly. As it's only me I'll take on it solo singing.

Things fall apart
And time breaks your heart..
I wasn't there, but I know
That she was your girl (Bianca's part)
You showed her the world
You fell out of love(?) and you
Both let go.

Small memories had kicked back in

She was crying on my shoulder
All I could do was hold her.
Only made us closer
Until July

(Wednesday's part)

Now, I know that you love(d) me
You don't need to remind me
I should put it all behind me
Shouldn't I?..

I dropped my shoulders down slumping them. And cleared my throat

But I see her, in the back of my mind..
All the time
Like a fever
Like I'm burning alive
Like a Sign

.....

Did I cross the line?
Mm, hm

Well good things don't last

I'd never ask who was better

Cause she couldn't be more different from me

Happy and free

In leather
And I know that you love(d) me
You don't need to remind me

Wanna put it all behind me, but baby
I see her
In the back of my mind
All the time
Like a fever
Like I'm burning alive
Like a sign

Did I cross the line?

You say no one know's you so well
But every time you touch me
I just wondered how you felt
Valentine's Day, cryin' in the hotel
I know you didn't mean to hurt me
So I kept it to myself..

(Back to Bianca's)

And I wonder
Do you see her?
In the back of your mind
In my eyes?

I sat down with slower movements on the guitar strings

(Back to Wednesday)

You said no one knows you so well
But every time you touch me, I wonder how she felt
Valentine's Day, cryin' in the hotel
I know you didn't mean to hurt me
So I kept it to myself.

(A/N: Wednesday is still doing a solo just telling you who's gonna sing who's part is who's when they play, no back vocals either since its a solo)

"Fucking hell.." I placed the instrument down and wandered off into my kitchen to grab water. Thing was sitting on the counter waiting for me I suppose, with a water bottle curled up between him.

I give him a few head pats and scratches on the neck, then there's a know on my door. I sigh and walk towards my door.

Surprisingly I opened the door and saw Yoko.

"What are you doing here dingbat"
She chuckled and held her hands up "I'm not looking for trouble or anything. I just uh well wanna talk?" I consider it for a small moment.

"Fine you get an 30-60 minutes to talk." If I'm being honest. I need something to rant to and I cannot believe it's Yoko I'm going to spill out to.

We both sat on my black leathered couch sitting there awkwardly. "So?"

"Okay let me just get to the point. Enid's been HORRIBLE ever since you guys went your separate ways.. and I would love if you could just tell me what happened because, Enid refused to tell me." She looked at me with her hands pressed together.

I held my arm. I cannot become vulnerable in front of Yoko especially since she's Sinclair's 'best friend'. I straighten my posture and sigh "fine."

Yoko's eyes lit up "thank you, now speak"

"Speak one word of this to Enid and I shall be responsible for your death." I glared at her. "Got it got it!.." she smiled worriedly.

" for awhile.. there was this girl who Enid gave my phone number to on accident. I ignored it whenever she had texted me I've only talked to her every now and then. I asked her about date suggestions so I could take Enid out some time. " I pinched myself to restrain myself from crying once again. Fuck it. My breath hitched.

"It was hard hiding things from her I'd hide my phone every time I was searching and then it escalated one thing into another. I felt like I didn't have enough of what she'd wanted so I let her go." Yoko noticed my vulnerable self and opened her arms for permission.

I hesitated, I hated and still hate physical contact as I rarely gave any out to my friends.

I coughed looking away for a moment. I felt a pair of arms wrap around me "I'm sorry for you and her.. you both need some explaining to do with each other. I already heard Enid's view I just needed yours so I lied" after hearing that I pulled out of her grasp wiping my tears away glaring back at her.

"IT WAS MY ONLY OPTION. DONT KILL ME?" She begged. It felt nice and a small bit of pleasure getting it off of me.

She fixed her position and hair "Okay but for real you two need to talk with each other and explain. You're playing tonight correct?"

"Yeah and yes, I just was practicing it." Yoko smiled "good. Okay so, After you play uh is it Wildflower" I nod "I'm bringing Enid backstage and I've already told everyone else except Enid of course. I'll lead her to the back. I may just leave and the rest of your group out the room so you guys finally share both sides of the story!" I blinked a few times

"...okay?" I shook my head and thought for a moment. "Get out your time is up." Yoko frowned and sighed "thats a-okay I guess, see you tonight!"

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Bro this has been a draft for a few weeks alr lmao I just wrote this free handedly so there may be mistakes.