Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you
Chapter 24: "I'm not particularly interested in watching your pissing match."
"Where are we going?" Ren panted out as I started my car. We almost got caught by a patrolling security guard because Ren's foot accidently kicked a trash can over. Before the guard could fully turn around, I pulled Ren and ran all the way to the parking lot.
"The arcade?" I gave her a pleading look.
She stared at me for a couple of seconds before finally nodding her head. I fist pumped the air excitedly because I love going to the arcade. Ren laughed at my excitement. I drove out of the parking lot and onto the road. There was a comfortable silence for a while but it was broken when Ren asked me:
"What are we?"
Acting as if I knew nothing of what she meant I said: "What do you mean?"
"I mean what is our relationship, we both admitted to have feelings for each other..." Ren trailed off.
I took one hand off the wheel to hold her hand,"I'm scared Ren." I told her truthfully.
"Of what Sarenda?" She prodded while her hand tightened around mine.
My jaw clenched at the thought, "Losing you." I answered softly.
"Sare, look at me." I gave put a sigh as I pulled into the parking lot of some random store.
As I turned my head, her soft hand caressed my cheek. I looked into her eyes and what I saw made my heart melt: determination, tenderness, adoration, and most of all, love.
"What we have is something amazing. Do you know how many people wish to have what we have? Sarenda, we are literally made for each other. That's fucking amazing. You don't understand how ecstatic I was to hear that I'm your soul mate. Yesterday was probably the worst and best day of my life. When you didn't arrive home, I felt like my heart was ripped into half and stomped on. To hear that we were meant to be to only lose you is honestly the worst possible thing to happen. When I saw you without a scratch on your body, I felt like a weight was lifted off of my shoulders. I was so happy that you were alive and well-"
"Well you didn't show it." Ren gave me a glare and continued on by saying:
"Then to hear you actually admit that you had feelings for me was one-no- is the best thing to have ever happened to me. Listen, I will never be lost to you Sare because I'll always be with you even if you can't see or touch me. Like the cliché always says, 'I'll always be here', " Ren touched my chest," in your heart'. I love you with all of my heart Sarenda. You may not have figured this out yet, but you feel the same way. I can see it in your eyes, but I can also see the fear in them. Don't be afraid of the feelings you posses because those feelings will make you stronger. Strong enough to fight whatever you fear so much, physically and mentally. Don't hold yourself back anymore. It hurts me to see you struggle with yourself. Do you understand me?"
No words were able to escape me because everything she said was honestly the best thing I've ever heard. Not trusting my voice, I gave her a feeble nod.
She gave me a smile, "Now," She moved her head a breath away from mine. She bit the bottom her lip before giving me a seductive smile. "how about we seal it with a kiss?" Before I could blink, her lips were attacking mine. It took me from surprise since I never took her to be dominate because of her shy personality. Though she is the one to initiate the other kiss we shared.
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The Life Of Sarenda Sitzer(DISCONTINUED)
ParanormalI won't say that this story isn't cliché and to give it a chance. I'll just say that it's not my opinion of my own story that counts, but yours. If you believe that this story is predictable, then I can't say anything to change your mind. If it isn'...
