The Life Of Sarenda Sitzer(DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 8: My First Love

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,

But she takes it all for me.

And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,

But she makes me want to believe.

Chapter 8: My First Love

"I'm so sorry Sare, I didn't know what gotten into me to call such an innocent little girl a bitch." Paul shook his head in shame as he opened the door to his place. Paul finally got down from his sugar high and gained some common sense. I sat on the couch in the living room while Paul made his way into the kitchen. He got a bottle of water out and chugged the whole thing in one gulp.

"It's fine, I was actually entertained, so no harm no foul. What I do want to know is why you always call yourself Fayder, what the hell is up with that?" Paul's whole body stiffened and he stopped moving.

"Listen, I'm really tired, I think-I think I'm going to bed." Paul murmured before making his way to his room. I looked at the time on the oven. It's only a quarter to three. He's hiding something from me, and has been since I met him.

"You okay there Pick?" Peyton asked me as she made herself comfortable on the couch beside me after setting down her clothes.

"Yeah, I'm just gonna go change into my training clothes." I said as I got up from the couch and stretched.

"So you gonna be alone with Ren?" I could her the smirk in Peyton's tone. I turned to her and frowned.

"Yes, and before you say anything, I'm only going to train her, nothing else." I defended myself.

"Yeah, that's how things usually start, but before you know your feelings grow stronger and-" Peyton started making kissing noises and started moaning while wrapping her arms around her body.

"What did I just walk into?" Ren asked while looking at Peyton strangely.

"Oh, I was just showing dear sister how you guys would be-" I kicked Peyton in the leg before she could finish.

"She was just being stupid." I told Ren through clenched teeth. Peyton nodded her head as she held her leg in agony. That'll teach her for messing with me.

"Um okay. Sarenda, can you drive me home now?" Ren avoided any eye contact with me.

"I think you forgot something very important, Ren." I made my over to her.

"What's that?" Ren asked while still avoiding eye contact with me.

"I'm training you today." Ren groaned and pouted at me.

"Can we reschedule?" My resolve almost vanished when her baby blue eyes gazed into my grayish blue ones.

"No, you need to be able to protect yourself as soon as possible. I don't want you to be vulnerable like that ever again." I seriously stated and I saw Ren's eyes hold regret and guilt.

"I'm sorry for acting like a brat, I know you're only trying to help and protect me." Ren let her gaze fall to the floor. I put a finger on her chin and lifted her head so she could meet my eyes.

"Never apologize to someone while not looking them in the eyes." Ren nodded her head. I smiled and stared into her eyes that seem to be swirling with colors. I was mesmerized by how the colors perfectly blended inin each other, which made me more amazed by this one girl. I creased my eyebrows in confusion since I just noticed that I was leaning more into her unconsciously. Just lean in a bit more and-"Ahem." My train of thought was interrupted by Peyton clearing her throat. I turned my head in irritation since she stopped me from almost-shit- I almost kissed Ren. That realization made me remove my finger from Ren's chin and take a small step away from her.