When I look at You - Larry Stylinson [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 11

Warning: This chapter has some foul language in it. (Just a couple)

I fumble with my flat keys, trying to open the door but failing as my vision was blurry from the tears that were falling down my eyes, faster than the showers that are British.

I kick the door and start screaming, letting all my frustration out. During my tantrum, the door opens, revealing a very shocked Louis.

I immediately stopped my tantrum. What is Louis doing here, Why  wasn't he with Eleanor? I bitterly thought. 

He started at me, eyeing me head to toe. 

Well, is he going to let me in or what? I mean it is my flat too.

"Uh... Can I come in?" I ask him awkwardly. 

He shuffled to the side giving me room to walk past him. I swiftly slip past him and begin walking to my room. Stupid Simon,stupid Taylor, stupid manag- I am stopped from my train of thoughts by a small warm hand clinging onto my wrist. I turned around and saw Louis staring at me with big blue lonely eyes. "Stay with me?" He whispers, so quite I could barely hear him.

I nod, dazed by his change of mood and follow him into the living room. "Lets just watch a movie, yeah?" I suggest, as I walked over to our DVD collection. Louis nods, and shuffled towards the black modern styled couch.

"How about we watch ice age 2?" I ask him,holding the DVD up. I don't care how old we are, if I feel like watching a movie even if it is a child's movie, I will watch that movie. 

He nods gently, and I smile. "Good because I really wanted to watch this" I tell him, as I put the disk into the DVD player.

I go to sit down, but contemplate whether or not to snuggle up with him, (like I usually do) or to keep my distance from him as he had been a bit bi-polar lately.

I decide on the latter.

I leave a good 13 centimetres between us. He looks at me strangely, with a far away look in his eye that I had never seen before.

Through out the movie, I kept on looking at him. I was starting to get suspicious. Why was Louis acting this way. It was all just so confusing.

About half way through the movie, Louis spoke up. "Harry... Do you remember a couple of months when I said that we had to stop acting like a couple in public?" He asked me. I nodded nervously, of course I remembered. The day that had crushed my dreams. The day where I was finally going to express my love for him.

I nod solemnly. "Well I meant it. We are starting to bring out the bromance again, and I don't like it how the rumours that I might be gay are starting again. Which I'm not" he told me, his piercing blue eyes staring directly into my eyes, making me feel uncomfortable. Some part of me was screaming at me not to believe, but the other part was telling me to move the fuck on. But even if I tried to stop loving Louis I couldn't.

"O-okay." I stuttered feelings tears come to my eyes.

"So we can't hug, hold hand, fake kiss or anything of that sort anymore. Do you understand Harry? And this time I do mean it" He professed at me. 

I had no choice but to oblige.

Suddenly something washed over me. I think it was anger, rejection, frustration and bitterness. "Ooh, I've got an idea Louis William Tomlinson. How about we don't even talk anymore, yes I think that is a brilliant idea!" I sourly shouted at him.

"Well then, I think I might as well tell you this now then, I'm moving out with Eleanor as soon as possible" he barked back , snickering and walking out of our shared flat.

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I don't remember how long I exactly cried for, but I do know it was a long time. My world had come crashing around me.

Management made me fake date Taylor, it seemed like all the lads expect Niall were probably angry at me, the fans are disappointed from me on twitter, and most importantly Louis was moving out with that bitch. He didn't love me.

How could I even think he had loved me.

He never had loved me.

How could I even have thought he was jealous of Taylor and me.

He would never have loved me.

I was pathetic. 

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There you go! So I was wondering if you all wanted a happy ending or a sad ending, comment what you want! But I won't be like "oh yeah I agree!" Or "no I don't agree" because that might ruin the ending as I have it all planned out 

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I was really trying to make this chapter longer, probably could have but as I thought it would have been better if I stopped it off there!

So there probably won't be another upload until after Friday, as I have a maths test and need to revise, so be on the look out for a new chapter after the 13th of April (2013) If its not up by then, then it will probably be another week to my new chapter as I have camp. sigh. BUT AFTER THAT ITS THE HOLIDAYS AND THAT MEANS NEW CHAPTERS WOO

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~Dammy101