After The Moonlight

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  Tobias takes me back to his apartment, I honestly could not stop crying. He is trying to comfort me but it's not helping. I lost one of the best people I have ever known in the world.

We have known each other for so long and it just breaks my heart that she would be that cruel to me.

She has every right to be mad with me but she didn't have the right to blow off on me like that. That was wrong

Tobias walks through the door holding my stuff. I'm a pretty organized person, so it's pretty easy to find things. He sets them down on the floor.

I just burry my face in my hands and he walks over to me and kneels in front of me. "Hey hey, don't cry." He whispers. He takes his hands off of my face and caresses my cheekbone idly.

I just shake my head. "Tobias I lost my best friend and now she hates me, I can't Believe you are letting me stay here for what I've done." I sigh.

He hops up onto the bed and sits next to me. "Tris it wasn't your fault, Christina shouldn't acted that way to you." He's right, but Christina made her decision and I can't change anything about that.

"Come here." He says. He pulls me into his arms and I just sob into his shoulder. I haven't cried this hard in so long.

Tobias is the only one who cares about me. I guess I could call my parents but I haven't talked to them in about a month.

I finally stop crying and I lay my head on Tobias's shoulder. "Thank you Tobias for letting me stay here."

"There's no need to thank me Tris." He says. No need to thank him? What? He rubs his hand on my back.

"Tobias I should thank you, you have done so much for me and I haven't done anything of course I have to thank you." I say. Tobias holds my hand.

"Your thank you is just spending time with me and that's all I need." He says. I smile and he kisses my forehead.

"I love you." I say. He smiles at me. "I love you too." Then I burry my face in his neck. Tobias was there for me even when I lost my best friend.

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My eyes jolt open and I look at the clock on the nightstand. It reads 3:45 am. I lay back down on the pillow, Tobias is facing the other way.

I just stare up at the ceiling. What am I doing? I'm letting all this grief get to me. It wasn't my fault and I never meant it to be.

But I lost my best friend the only best friend I had. Tears fill up in my eyes and I try to wipe them but I don't stop. I let out a sob and burry my face into my pillow.

Tobias turns over and sees I'm crying. "What's wrong?" He asks. Then he realizes whats bothering me. He pulls me up into his lap. He brushes my hair out of my face. He wipes the tears off my cheeks.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean-" But instead he cuts me off. "Tris it's okay, it's okay to be upset I'm not mad at you for it."

I smile at him. Then I lean in and give him a quick peck on the lips. He rubs the knuckles on my hand with the pad of his thumb. "Are you better now?" He asks.

"I think so." I sigh. He nods at me. We both lay down again but this time he wraps his arm around my abdomen pulling me against his chest.