After The Moonlight

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What The Hell?

Tobias tackles Al and starts to punch him. Then Al kicks Tobias in the side and he groans in pain. I can't watch this anymore. Al is drunk he didn't know what he was doing. It's not his fault. I walk over to Tobias and try to pull him off of him. But it's no use in too weak.

I see Will walk over to me and help me pull Tobias off of him. "Enough!" I yell. Tobias brushes his pants and I take his wrist and pull him into my bedroom then shut the door.

"What the hell was that for?" I shout. Tobias frowns at me. "He was flirting with you and I could see he was making you uncomfortable."

"He was but you didn't need to tackle him and punch him to death!". Tobias sits down on my bed and buries is face in his hands. "I know, I'm sorry I really am Tris I just don't want you to get hurt."

I sit down next to him. I rub my hand on his back. "I know, just next time don't go too hard on anyone if there bothering me." I say. He lifts his head up and nods at me.

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I dry my hair with a hand towel and I walk into the living room with Tobias sitting on the couch. I have the hand towel in my hand and I sit down next to Tobias.

"Argh your hair is all wet." Says Tobias. I decide to annoy him is shake my hair in his face. "Go dry your hair missy."

"Well you don't own a hair dryer so I don't know how I could." I say. "Wanna watch a scary movie?" He asks. Scary movies, oh that's a no no. I never do well with them. Christina was always the person who always wanted to watch them and whenever I did.

I was the one who was terrified. Also when we had sleepovers we would always watch them before we went to bed. Christina would always fall asleep and I would be the one on the mattress on the floor terrified in the pitch dark.

Christina always had to have her room pitch dark when she slept. So it was terrifying after watching a scary movie.

"Tobias, I'm terrified of scary movies." I say. He rubs my back. "Oh come on, I'll be here to protect you."

"Yeah not in my dreams Tobias." I say. Tobias smirks at me. "I'll fight off the bad dreams for you."

"With what?" I ask. "My bare hands obviously." I giggle. Then I burry my face in his shoulder. "Okay fine I'll do it."

"Good, I'll find the scariest movie just for you." He says. "Tobias!" I say.

"I'm just joking, I'll do one that isn't that scary." He says. Yeah we will see about that...

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"Tobias this is freaky I don't like this!" I say. "Well that's the point of a scary movie Tris." I hear him see. I scream, and I burry my face in his shoulder.

"Is it over yet?" I ask. "Yeah it is." Says Tobias. I decide to look at the Tv again and the thing pops out. I scream and then I hide in his shoulder again. "You lied Tobias are you trying to give me nightmares?"

"Maybe, it's because I can protect you from any harm." Says Tobias. I just roll my eyes. "Tobias, you can't protect me from any nightmares."

He smirks at me. "You sure about that I'm really strong?". "I'm sure Tobias." I say.

"Well I'm going to protect you anyway." Says Tobias. Why is he so sweet? It's like he doesn't want me to get hurt. He wants to protect me through everything.

I think that's so sweet. I always want to be around him. Because I feel protected when I'm around him. I don't want to ever leave his side.

He is the most best boyfriend I ever had, the guys I dated in high school were total jerks. They didn't give two shits about me but Tobias cares so much.

And that's what ever girl needs.

Not a lot of girls get kind caring boyfriends. And the boys they end up marrying are total jerks and they end up getting a divorce later in life.

That's really sad, to know that your going to end up alone. That the guy you married wasn't the one. Or that girls get treated like crap.

Or there's girls who get made fun of because they don't dress like the other girls. Some boys have a certain list and if your not their type then we'll your not getting a boyfriend.

Some boys rate us based on how we look. It's not about how we dress or if we put make up on or we don't. It's about what real beauty is.

Just some boys don't see that. They don't see what real beauty is. The real beauty is not what's on the outside its what's to the inside. It's not always how you look. Everyone is beautiful how they look in some way.

But we always have makeup or these tight clothes. We wear that because we want boys to notice us. There that's not real beauty.

But that's what some boys think and that's wrong. They should realize when they look at girls. They should admire the clothes they wear or if they wear makeup to make them beautiful.

But there wrong, beauty is so much more than that. But Tobias doesn't admire my beauty for the clothes I wear or if I wear makeup or not. He sees the real beauty inside and out of me.

And that's what some boys should look for too. Not if they want is on the list or not. I'm thankful that Tobias does see me like that. And not by what I wear or if I wear makeup. That's why I love him.

Because he sees the real me

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I can't seem to fall asleep. It's not because of the scary movie. It's because I have thinking about a lot of things lately.

I run my hand up and down his back. I hear Tobias breathing heavy. I love him, and I don't want to ever leave him.

But what if I don't get this article I. Time? Then I can never been the person I wanted to be as a little girl. Then I'm going to have to move back home.

I don't want to do that. I love everyone here, I don't to leave. But if it comes to that, I'm going to have to. But I can't tell them that now.

It's too early, I just hope I will be able to make it through this. But if I don't I don't know what I'll do.

I can't leave him, I don't want to leave Christina. I need to do this article. But then I let out a sob that sounds like a dying animal.

I don't cry often, but I know I can't do this because it's going to be hard for me. "Tris, what's wrong?" Says Tobias.

I try to stop myself from crying by biting my lip but it's no use. So the tears keep flowing. "It's nothing." I say.

"What do you mean nothing?" He asks. I can't tell him, I can't I know I can't. "Tobias it doesn't matter."

"No Tris tell me what is going on." I just shake my head and look the other way. If he knew he would be heartbroken. I know I'm going to have to eventually leave him.

"I can't," I say. "Why not?" He asks.
Because if I do I will hurt you it's better anyways if you don't know. I can't just hurt him like that.

"Tobias I can't tell you, alright?" I snap. I didn't mean to snap at him but I can't tell him this. It would ruin everything, our relationship, myself.

"Tobias I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore." I say. "Can't do what?" He asks. It's better for me to leave him now then later when it will be so much harder for him.

"I'm sorry Tobias I have to go, goodbye." I say. I get up from the bed and run out of the apartment. "Tris wait!" Tobias shouts. I run out of the apartment away from him.

Then I vanish

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