its a FUCKING NIGHTMARE! || Blake Chorii I

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Well, here we are again.
Vita got back from her short vacation, and I am so tempted to tell her about my feelings but I just can't. It's...so embarrassing! She's a great girl, I know if I tell her she would reject or accept politely. Me and Florence are on decent terms now, he mostly chats about his girlfriend a lot sometimes.
I go to school.
And, the famous"Who does Blake Chorii sit by on the bus today?" show, starring Blake Chorii- me, of course. I sit by a random person. No July, no Asher, and no Izaiah. Phew, I thought I was cooked for sure. I lean my head against the cold surface of the window, and hum. Sometimes I sing on the bus, usually I make songs about how I feel or about what I see. It's an idea, something I do for fun. A song is a tune with words that create a story. My favorite band is R.O.A.R., but there's also another side of me! I like Slipknot as well. I also like She Wants Revenge, Metallica, and thats mainly my music taste, plus I like Naethan Apollo. Hiphop, rap, heavy metal, rock, post punk, and yeah.
I get off the bus, and I walk over to my friends. Lynette isn't there, but Vita is. And she seems to be talking to someone. A... guy. A guy! And he looks nice! He's a tan, light brown hair boy with a silly smile. He looks nicer than Florence the Torturous. "Hi, Vi, who's this?" I ask Vita. "Oh, you came! This is Rain." She smiles. Rain smiles as well. "I'm Blake.. Blake Chorii" I introduced myself. "Nice to meet you Blake, I'm Rain... Rain Swou." Rain replies and shakes my hand. "Where's Flor?" I ask Vita. "Already missing him?" She giggles and I cross my arms. "Shut up, I'm just wondering" I groan. "He's with Consta Consta" Vita points to where Flor is. Of course he's with Constance. Wait.. Constance.. CONSTA-
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I walk quickly to Florence the Torturous and Constance the Constantly Annoying. I know I should stay with Vi and Rain, but I can't help but wonder. Constance seems like she's annoyed while Florence is holding her hand gently, no hard grip seen. I stare. They don't seem to notice me, but its fine, they don't need to. "I miss Zaire." Constance suddenly says. "You always talk about him." Florence frowns. "And? He's my best friend. Of course I'll talk about him" Constance mumbles. They don't do anything, but Flor lets her hand go. The bell rings. "i'm going to go." Florence sighs, and Constance goes inside. Florence walks tiredly, he needs a nap. He has been sleeping every time. "Hey" I walk in front of him. He looks down at me. "Yeah?" He mumbles. He doesn't even try to insult me or anything. He's just done, I guess. "What happened back there? I heard about your conversation with Constance." I ask him. "..It's fine. Just a simple misunderstanding, Blake," He reassures me and smiles faintly. "Just tired." He adds. "Who's Zaire?" I ask. "Constance's friend. Best friend." Florence says and sighs. "I better get going now." Florence says, but I don't let him go by himself. I hold his hand, so he can get support, and I walk him to my class, and then I go to my class. 
He's a great guy.
Hey, I'm thinking about becoming a.. a.. a...... lawyer. a defense attorney. I mean, I'd probably suck ASS at it, but at the same time, I think I can do it. Yeah, I CAN do it. I will do it! I smile at myself and sit down, ready to listen to todays assignment. My mind wonders off to other things, like Lynette. I hope she's okay and doing well at home. She might be a tough one to handle, but I still care about her. I sigh out of exhaustion. 
The rest of the day was okay, and at study hall, no missing assignments. I mean I have 1 but I turned it in and I told Mr. Eres and he said I can go out to the halls to play with my friends. And so I do. I visit Rain and Vita. "Hi!" I smile. "Hi Blake, anyways so.. Rain moved here a couple weeks ago and I met him a few days ago." Vita greets me, smiling warmly. I love the way she looks at me kindly. It's relaxing. We talk for a few moments and then finally Florence comes out. He looks happier. "Who's this idiot?" He asks us. "This is Rain!" Vita nods and holds Rain's hand. I'm not jealous though, friends can hold friends. "Rain...huh? It's better than the name Blake for a girl's name." Florence snickered. After a while, he says something else. "I'm Florence the Torturous" and shakes Rain's hand. I glare at him. He used my nickname for his introduction. I guess he likes it, and to be honest, I would like it too. Take a break Blake would be my name. Need-A-Break-Blake actually. Suits me. "Nice to meet you Florence" Rain smiles. Florence doesn't say anything, and just smiles back at Rain..in a mocking way. I facepalm. 
"Hey, you should try bullying Blake" Florence suddenly says to Rain. "What? Why? She seems nice" Rain mumbles, a little unsteady and uneasy. "Just look at her! She won't fight back, right Blatch?" Flor looks towards me, and I convert my hands into a fist. Vita holds on it though. "She isn't in a mood for games, so can we get along for today?" She smiles sympathetically and without knowing, I lean on her. I notice her surprised expression, but she just lets me rest my head on her shoulder. "Loveletts." Florence groans. "Haha you guys are cute" Rain giggles. "We aren't dating.." I mumble. "Whatever you say, lovelett" Florence laughs, but then realizes that lovelett sounds so wrong. "I mean..lesbian lovelett #1" He corrects himself. I sigh once again. "I'm bisexual." I corrected him. Haha, correct correct correct! "Oh, so you're half lesbian?" He smirks. "..Yeah.." I chuckle. Vita giggles as well, enjoying the endless debate whether I'm lesbian or not. "Florence, you're funny" Rain knuckle bumps Florence. Florence smiles at him. 
So, the rest of the day I'm just slowly thinking. What's gonna happen next time I live once again? I want to move freely and be able to interact with myself.
I go home, and my mother has news.
"We're moving" She says.
"To where?" I ask.
"Somewhere new."
"And where is that somewhere?" 
"Anywhere but this city"
"I don't understand, why?"
"I don't like the neighbors"
"Please, can we stay?"
"No."
"..."
"..."
"Can I stay?" I ask
"Excuse me?" She says
"Can. I. Stay."
"Where would you live?"
"Vita's house."
"You can't do that. You're my daughter, Blake, not Ultimata's."