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Yerin was sat on the grass facing towards the han river. She didn't have anything to do today so she decided it was better to reflect on her self and have a calm and soothing evening.
She got out her portable canvas and paints and laid them on the grass, fixing up her space. She looked around, gazing over what to draw.
As realised the pretty view infront of her, she decided to sketch the scenery out. Art really soothed her and gave her a peace of mind especially after the stuff she went through when she was younger.
When her parents were screaming at eachother, she had art. When the people she held dearly to her, they all left. Knowing that one day Haechan would leave her too, she didn't want to go through that.
Even though she had many friends around her she always felt alone and she didn't want to feel clingy towards them so she just kept her feelings to herself.
She never wanted to burden other people, yet she was the one that would listen to them even if it was a tiny problem they could fix in seconds.
In a way, the only thing that never left her was her love for art. Art is like her therapist where she can express so much within a tiny canvas and it would mean a lot.
Sighing, she finished the last few touches of her artwork she leaned back to enjoy the serenity in the scenery. It was like the calm wind after the big storm for her.
She popped open her can of coffee and sipped on it, gazing out over the han river, reflecting on her situation trying to think and let out her thoughts all at once.
Her phone in the back pocket of her jeans pinged loudly, signalling that someone was texting her but she really didn't want to text back especially right now when she's feeling at peace.
After a few minutes she took out her phone, looking for the message that was sent but all she could find was a new contact texting her back.
Yerin had a lots of new contacts texting her on her phone for weird reaons, like her crazy stepmom which probably forgot of her existence by now and some randoms that keep sending chain messages.
But one person she still held dear to her was Haechan and deep inside she knew it was him messaging her . She really wanted the best for him so cutting all contacts with him was good for the both of them, she couldn't bare holding the guilt of Haechan's career being over.
Thats what she thought though, deep inside she knew she was just doing this for her selfish needs and that her trust issues were the reason she cut off all contacts.
She didn't want him to leave like how everyone did and she knee she wouldn't be able to take it. Ot was like hitting two birds with one stone for her, no trust issues and guilt all at the price of never seeing him again.
