"Long stand commitment"
Side story
(High school days)
Yejin's PoV
After I confessed to Bin that day and he rejected me, I feel how my world shattered and how my heart breaks into pieces. I've been crying all night and no one notice my sadness.
I thought we felt the same way because I feel his care for me but I was so wrong... So wrong to expect that he also love me like I do.
Looking at my window with snow started to fall from the sky. My heart is also getting colder but I still feel the pain.
Weeks had been passed when I try to ignored and avoid him. I want to forget about him. Wanting to stop my feelings for him, but I couldn't.
I still miss him more...
And I guess I still love him more...
And now, I'm looking at myself through my mirror. I try to smile while still hiding my true feelings for him.
Yes, I decided to love him in secret. Sounds stupid, right? But what should I do? It's only me getting hurt when I try to avoid my feelings.
Sometimes, I don't know what I should pray about? Hoping that someday, our heart will be on the same rhythm or hoping that one day, I will stop loving him....
But at the end of the day, I'm still hoping... One day, he will start loving me....
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Present days
Bin is stealing glances to Ha Neul while their broadcast is on air. Yejin is the one who is hosting with Ha Neul.
Bin smile while re reading Ha Neul replied on him.
'Arasso... I also love too go somewhere this weekend...'
From: CHN
Yejin got distracted when she saw Bin seated in one corner smiling like a fool while looking at his phone.
"Yes for today, we're open to read your letters for your secret love... So what are you waiting for guys, come here at our broadcasting studio we all waiting on you, right Yejin?" Ha Neul said. She look to Yejin when Yejin didn't speak.
"Yejin..." She called her again. Yejin look away to Bin and she return her gazed to Ha Neul. "Yes?" Yejin said. Ha Neul point her script on the paper. "Uhm... Oh yes, we're so excited to read all your letters... and to help you confess your feelings without revealing your identity." Yejin said and steal a glance to Bin. She look away when she saw Bin is looking at her.
"Cut!" Hyo Jin said and she turn off the mic. "Good job guys!" One of the Senior said.
"Are you okay, Yej?" Ha Neul asked. Yejin let out a small smile as she nodded.
"Are you done? Let's go... They'll waiting on us." Bin said as she approach Yejin. Ha Neul look at the two. "Oh, I forgot..." Yejin said and she immediately stood up.
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Love You In Secret
Fanfiction"I will marry you... Mark my word!" Little Yejin said to her childhood best friend Hyun Bin. While growing up together, her feelings for him started to grow deeper. But the problem is, Hyun Bin didn't feel the same way. She's only his best friend...
