Her thoughts.

3.

Next day.

she woke up early, yawning as she looked at her window. outside is getting bright. Hmm. Another morning.

Deciding to get up and shower, she looked at her reflection in the mirror.

A dark circle on her eyes, And sleepy eyes still remain.

Time skip.

When she finished showering and wearing her school uniform, she went downstairs seeing her mom preparing food for my dad and i, since we're gonna leave the house at the same time, which i hate.

After waiting for hours,my dad and I are ready to leave. i glance at my dads expression. he seems like not in the mood,and makes me a little scared. I reluctantly grabs my lunchbox, following my dad.

During our ride away at my school, He stopped in front of school before i immediately got off, as i walked straight to the school. That's how the distance my dad and i had.

The classes started,i was sitting down with my classmates. He's Tristian, My guy seatmate. Although I don't talk much to him, just answering his every question when he doesn't get anything.

After all, I'm an academic achiever. who's also willing to help anyone who's in need or struggling.

But it just confused me why he approached me instead of anybody in our classroom, like our class president. Many of our classmates don't have the courage to approach or be friends with me. I just have 1-2 friends and don't like a group. It suffocates me.

During our seatwork on Rewri, doing my writing comprehension on a bond paper.

"Hey, can i borrow for the ruler?" Tristian Asked.

i stopped writing,and quietly grabbed my ruler in my backpack, giving it to him before going back to writing.

"Thanks."

i just nod slightly. Thinking of my words in my head,i analyze the details of my ongoing work.

Reading the whole article that we're assigned to analyze and write an essay about abortion, And i thought.

Oh, If abortion should be ban then a woman who got rape by a monster will suffer? how the fuck they made this article?

I glance at my seatmate,wanting to hear his thoughts before i judge his statement.

"What's your thought about abortion?"

I randomly ask without tapping his shoulder. And he looked at me while thinking before speaking. "Banning abortion is right you know? You're killing an innocent child that were just gonna come out of the world,"

His words made me frown but before i could speak,he continued. "Although, if it's created by a monster, then we should unban abortion,"

He looked at her, waiting for her reaction before adding.

"And if women were to raise that unwanted child, How are they gonna act as a mother when that child is the cause of a rape? The woman is gonna hate her child for the rest of their life. the innocent child will suffer without even knowing where she came from."

I stared at him for a minute. His answer was the answer i was looking for.

"Exactly, We shouldn't unban Abortion. It's not about killing an innocent life here.. It's all about preventing misfortune or suffering from innocent lives who don't deserve to suffer the unwanted parenting.

He nodded, looking at her. "Yeah, that's right."

When i felt myself being a bit attached or impressed,i immediately looked back at my paper, Avoiding interaction. I should be avoiding more interaction with guys goddamn. It's just sharing opinions, nothing too important.

As she turned back to her paper,he just stared at her for a second before immediately focusing on his work.

"That's it class, Times up. Pass me your essays."

As i heard our teacher announced that, I did a last touch on designing my paper,using my highlighter pen marker and being creative to make it more pleasing in my eyes.

"I didn't know an essay paper had to be a coloring book,"

I frown slightly, and finished designing before passing it to him.

"Just pass it forward." I dismissively said.

"Okay, chill ma'am." He joked.

I stared at him, Trying to intimidate him by my expression. "Not funny."

He shrugs, about to speak back-

"Goodbye Stem F." Our teacher said as we all stood up and said goodbye.

AFTER CLASS.

When it's 6:30, I immediately grab my bag, wearing it on my shoulders as i hold my lunchbox. Drained to the whole day, i walked out of the classroom, too eager to go home.

"Shila!"

I stopped walking,and turned around. I'm too tired who's calling me again?

Tristian walked towards me and spoke. "You looked drained, How about we go eat ice cream? they said that could help people who are drained real bad?" He looked down at me, waiting for a response.

"No thanks, I'm going home to get a good sleep."

I replied before walking out of the school gate, waiting for a ride.

"How about while you're waiting we get ice cream?" I flinch a little as he appears beside me again. This guy wouldn't leave me alone doesn't he? I already expected what would happen if i opened up to him. It will end the same just like the guys I've met online.

Although it's a bit different since they are online and he's my classmates- But it's still the same. Nothing could change my mind.

"Fine. Don't blame me when you get run out of money." I shrug.

"Chocolate."

I muttered, seeing him walking to the ice cream bender in front of our school after he heard my flavor.

He comes back, with two cups of ice cream. "Here."

I looked at it and checked if he asked for the ice cream bender to add chocolate syrup as a double.

"Don't worry, it's double syrup chocolate." He said, looking at me as he tasted his own ice cream with the small spoon provided.

"Enjoy your ice cream, don't be grumpy now. i already treat u one, didn't i?"

I scoffs a little and just starts touching the spoon, tasting the ice cream. It melts my mouth and freezes it, Making my tongue taste like chocolate. Its delicious.

"Thanks."

I said as I ate my ice cream.

"No problem, it's a thank you for letting me borrow your ruler." He replied, looking at me. But she's too oblivious to observe or be suspicious to notice his lies.

My brows raised, looking at him. "Just for ruler?"

"Ridiculous." I said,as I ate my ice cream.

He scratched his head, nodding awkwardly. "oh,my service already arrived," he created an excuse pointing out to a random vehicle.

"Oh, okay, bye." i nod at him, waving a little.

Meanwhile,he walked to that random car he pointed and disappeared on the crowds to hide since his actual service hasn't arrived yet. His heart was beating fast, as he glanced at her from a distance.

"Oh god..what was i thinking? thank god she didn't notice." Tristian said to himself as his actual service finally arrived, going home.