In another life ( Iso x reader )

6

Warnings: there is going to be NSFW in some parts, violence, mention of blood and mental health. It's going to be angsty. This warning is simply going to be copy pasted to all chapters.

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You had just finished up another simulation training, this was your third one already. Things had settled down and nobody questioned the mission that you had a panic attack on anymore, things were just going back to normal how they were before you started getting stuck in your head because of the Omega Iso.

You were feeling pretty decent after this training session, it went a lot better than the two first ones. Sova definitely didn't hold back when it came to the simulations, he had set them up almost near perfectly accurate- which is why the first one hurt so much to do. But you were getting used to it, used to seeing a mirrored version of Iso, giving you heart tugging speeches, the same desperate look he gave you before you shot him- everything.

Honestly, sometimes you wondered how Sova could get it so accurate-but at the same time you didn't dare ask. As many people said within the decades that I had passed-some things are best to be left unknown.

Overall you were very proud of yourself for the improvements, how you were slowly getting a hang on keeping your head cool even with the heart tugging scenarios. You still needed to keep working on it, you were still hesitating to take shots at times- but it was a lot better than it was. Or at least, that's what Sova would say to encourage you.

The only issue is Iso, even though pretty much everyone else had gotten over the incident of the panic attack, he occasionally would bring it up, trying to get an answer from you. He was persistent, that's for sure- and you thought that maybe after one or two times he'd finally give up. But he didn't, as he had brought it up for a fourth time a few days ago.

You had noticed a few changes in his behavior, very small ones but still noticeable. He was coming to you more often-not the other way around. The moment you stopped going to him and always putting in the effort on your end- he would start doing it. It definitely made you happy, but it also started to make you hesitate.

Did you really still want this? That was the million dollar question now. You have had feelings for him for the longest time, from the day you got hired pretty much- but since the whole incident where you got a bit close to Omega Iso, everything involving him felt a bit messy now. You definitely still had feelings for him- but the problem now is the hesitation. You weren't comparing him to his Omega version anymore, you at least managed to get control over that- your mind finally separating the two and not just putting them both in the same basket.

Right now you were heading outdoors, you decided you wanted to go take a walk around the nearby city, maybe head to the park with that nice little river that flooded through it. You have put your earbuds in, your small backpack over your shoulders and a water bottle inside the backpack, prepared to leave and enjoy the outdoors.

You pressed played in The music on your phone, it started playing loudly inside your earbuds. It started on a pretty nice upbeat song, one that have been trending recently and that just keeps getting stuck in your head. 'APT' by Rose and Bruno Mars started playing in your ears, humming along to it as your steps matched the Beat of the music.

Your playlist continued as you just enjoyed the positive feeling of the music, the sunny day that wasn't too warm or too cold- the small breeze in the air and the clear streets- it allowed you to enjoy everything a little more peacefully. The park wasn't that far away, there was an entrance that was closer to headquarters, and that's exactly where you headed to.

You passed the smaller entrance to the park, following the dirt trail down. It seemed like the park was pretty empty at this time, not that you were complaining. You got to walk along the bushes and trees, looking over the flowers that were growing and some of the flower beds nearby. The path finally made its way towards the Little River, a small bridge passing over it.