Nothing new

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I didn't get the eras tour book *cry's in international fan* if anyone has any other ideas how to get it in Europe please let me know

When Taylor woke up this morning everything felt a little less perfect. Usually she would now make Juno breakfast and the little girl would tell her all about whatever nonsense came into her little head.

Now she stood in the kitchen, she was too exhausted to prepare an actual breakfast, so she stood there preparing cereal for the little girl who probably wasn't going to eat it. Juno sat on the kitchen counter, clutching her monster as tight as possible. Her face partially buried in the fur.

Taylor didn't care, she didn't care that Juno didn't want to talk, she wasn't able to help anyway.

The breakfast was just as dreadful as the rest of the morning, Juno refused to talk to her. She ignored Taylor and Taylor was honestly happy about that. She couldn't explain all of this to her little girl, if she just let Juno hate her nothing bad was going to happen. She trusted that. 

As Taylor was standing in the hallway, the door open and Juno's father there she felt sick. She was well aware she couldn't just take and keep Juno.

The only person with a more dreadful expression on their face than Juno, was Juno's father. She clutched her monster tightly and Taylor just wanted to protect her. She wanted Juno to stay her innocent little girl.

"Thanks for uhm taking care of her." Nolan said, his voice distant and it sounded like he was just reading a script "you can take her with you to work you know. I don't mind."

"I'll see." he grumbled and Taylor sighed. The couple weeks she was supposed to take care of Juno has quickly turned into month.

Taylir crouched down infront of Juno and smiled sadly at her little girl "Bug? If anything goes wrong my phone number is in the cd booklet. Call me." Taylor whispered and Juno nodded and Taylor sighed "I don't want you to be all alone." Juno whispered softly and Taylor rolled her eyes "I'll be fine bug. Promise." Juno shook her head and smiled a little "You should get a cat. Cats are cute and you wouldn't be alone." Taylor couldn't help but chuckle and Juno just grinned at her a bit "There's no way I'm getting a cat bug. Okay? I don't need a cat in my life."

"Juno we gotta leave." Nolan bolted and taylir flinched a little however Juno barely even moved, without hesitation the little girl launched herself in Taylor's arms "I love you Tay."

"I love you too bug. You have no idea how much." Taylor whispered kissing the top of the little girls head.

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Juno was sitting in her room. It was tiny. Nothing like her room at Taylor's, big with a lot of space and a nice view. Juno looked out of her window and she saw her dad in the yard. He seemed to be involved in a game of soccer with her brothers and Juno sighed and grabbed her monster.

Juno hugged her knees tightly, still not letting go of her monster. She hoped Taylor wasn't feeling lonely. She didn't want her favorite person to be lonely.

Juno opened her backpack and pulled out the fearless cd Taylor had given her and went over to her old cd player.

She pressed play and just as she wanted to look through the booklet to see pictures of Taylor, a note fell out. It was a post it note but Juno quickly noticed Taylor had written on both sides. But only because she drew her letters very big so Juno could actually read it.

Dear Juno, I love you so so so much, you're the sweetest little girl on the world. You're not alone, okay? You're my baby bug and you'll always be, I promise I'll see you again and I promise that when we do I'll show you all the Halloween movies in the world. Take care of your monster for me will you? Love you bug, Taylor

Juno struggled a bit with reading the note, it was hard for her. She wasn't that bad of a reader but reading was always what she despised most in school. She hated how she couldn't sit still, everything was just so exciting and she just wanted to know and learn about everything around her but often times there were even more exciting things happening.

Juno curled up on her bed. It was comforting to hear Taylor's voice. It felt like Taylor had been gone for ages . She probably was. Fifteen was playing and Juno sighed, Taylor promised that Juno could meet Abigail. Juno wanted to meet the famous redhead who was apparently Taylor's whole world and her absolute best friend.

Juno stared at the note, Taylor's phone number beneath it. Juno couldn't call just yet, Taylor was going to worry way too much. She knew Taylor, she knew Taylor anxiously read up everything about the Nashville law involving kids. She anxiously tried getting Juno to eat new foods and Juno knew that all Taylor tried was to make sure Juno was healthy, but Juno felt bad she didn't like it. She just didn't like all that healthy food and all that, that was supposed to be good for her.

Juno curled up on the bed pulling the blanket around herself. It wasn't soft and warm like the blankets at Taylor's home. In this house the blankets were itchy and not warm in the slightest, they felt even more uncomfortable than the couch cushions which were also better at Taylor's place.

Everything was better at Taylor's house, the koi pond and the smell of cinnamon and fresh baked cookies. A vinyl or a CD was always playing, good music and it felt just as comforting as when Taylor was playing.

Taylor often times had her guitar on her lap and in the corner of the livingroom there stood a seeing machine which Taylor was still trying to figure out how to use.

Juno sighed looking out the dirty window, she hated it here and all she ever wanted was to go home. To her real home.