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At first, Bellamy is in denial. He makes the point that you've lived through worse. You survived Grounders, Mount Weather, hell, even the second apocalypse. You couldn't have died from an infection.
It took while for him to realize that you're never coming home, that the body he buried was really you.
After that, he changed.
He was reckless with his life, finding no point in living now that you're not there to keep him going. He was no longer the soft, stubborn man he once was with you. Despite having a support system desperate to help him, he didn't want help.
All he wanted was you back in his arms.
J O H N M U R P H Y
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Murphy refused to believe that you were killed while he was on his journey to the City of Light. You had begged him not to go, but he went anyway. The last thing you two did was fight.
When he went to Polis to help destroy A.L.I.E., it was there that he learned of your death. So, naturally, Murphy did the only thing he knew how.
He bottled everything up. When you were alive, you pushed him to talk about his emotions instead of bottling them up until he exploded. Since you weren't there anymore, he reverted back to his old way. He stuffed his grief, his anger, his guilt down until one day, he snapped.
He destroyed the room you two lived in. He broke things, threw things, completely obliterated the room. But as he picked u your favorite book to tear out the pages, he couldn't. He sunk to the floor, the book clutched to his chest as he cried, wishing you were there to hold him again.
