Hospital Bed |hoodings|

youre in my veins and i cannot get you out

July 20 2015

calum just sat on one of the many chairs that were placed in the hall.he was worried,anxious,tears wetting his already damp cheeks.
his nose was runny and eyes puffy,with his hands tightly pressed to his face just to muffle the cries that were trying to escape from the back of his throat.
he wasn't the only one like this.
lukes parents,his brothers,ashton and michael,louis and harry and calums parents with mali-koa.
they were all sad,almost depressed,they couldn't face the fact that luke might leave...
but calum was the worst.he kept on putting all his feelings and emotions on a piece of paper because luke will be gone and he will be broken.
he's also planning on killing himself if luke doesn't come out alive,only Michael knows about the plan.
but for now he keeps quiet.
hours have passed since luke went into the operating room where doctors and surgeons were trying their best to not let the poor boy die...but they haven't told calum, or anyone else in that matter that luke might be leaving early.
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its practically midnight now,jack and Ben are still there and so is michael and harry and of course calum is there.
they are both sleepy,tired,exhausted,there wasn't a word that could describe how they felt.
calum was an absolute mess.
he hasn't eaten anything,he has been sitting in the same chair almost all day and he didn't mind,he would do anything for luke.
so as he sits there on one of those uncomfortable chairs,he tries to block out this horrible moment,by thinking of a lovely moment.
or the day he proposed to luke.

|flashback|
"luke...okay...ummm" calum says as he looks at like sitting on a red blanket on a green field,with the sun shining so bright,it looks like lukes hair, and the sky so blue and clear,calum could mistake it with lukes eyes.
"cal...what are you doing?" luke asked as he chuckled a bit looking at calum all nervous and flustered.
but calum only gets down on one knee and pulls out a velvet box,the velvet has a beautiful lilac colour,the same colour that luke has on his short sleeved shirt with a flamingo pocket (he thought it was cute so he begged calum to buy him it) and calum just pulled the lid open,revealing a silver band,but it had two crystals engraved on it and on the back it said 'C.H+L.H' with a neat handwriting.
"lukey,princess,baby,kitten,baby boy,my world,my everything...I love everything about you.from your voice to your little cute sneeze.from your really blue eyes to your fucking hot lip ring.from your adorable boopable nose,to your pink cheeks,from your small fingers that will have this ring on them,to your milky white thighs that I love to kiss so much.from your hot,long legs,to your really weird feet.you make me feel complete.you make me see sunlight when all I can see is darkness.you make me see the stars even when the sun is out.you make everything more special.and I don't care if you're sick,I'll be right here next to you because you will soon be my fiancé,well if you agree with me being yours forever.so luke robert hemmings,will you give me the honour of me being yours and you being mine,or simpler,will you marry me princess?" calum finished his little speech with noticeable tears in his eyes as he saw lukes face.he was covering his mouth that was wide agape with his hand,tears spilling his eyes as a blush coated his cheeks.
"how can you even fucking ask that?of course I'll fucking marry you cal" luke said as he leaped into calums arms and pressed his lips to his and god did calum love luke so much.

|end of flashback|

and as calum remembers that beautiful day,he then comes back to reality and realizes that...luke will leave and he can't do anything about it at all.