Hospital Bed |hoodings|

im falling,but im taking my time on my ride

July 19 2015

luke again after that mini flashback,he again falls asleep,dreaming things and making up words that make up sentences, that make up poetry and he still continues to dream just so he can finish his poet that is actually about him and calum and the song that Michael used for his newest album because luke was just singing the lyrics in his mind.

but as pale met tan,
just another man
with eyes so hopeful
and a mouth like poetry
his lips only spoke honesty
and as sun met the moon
he knew that a sunrise will be forming soon
because clothes weren't needed,when they had hugs
who needed alcohol,when he had drugs?
drugs that had a name,who had a heartbeat and made him fall in love
but a lot of emotions,more than the stars above
because his voice is his favorite melody
because his breath was just a remedy
a touch was like fire
and feelings that won't expire
when brown met blue
that was the only sea he would drown into
as if clouds were clouding only his mind
with a ring on his finger,he finally found what he was hoping to find...

|hope u liked my little poet...I was just bored so I added this to the story|

then luke woke up,suddenly his nostrils stopped working,his breath hitched and air couldn't go through his lungs...

"c-c-calum..." luke finally chokes out,with a hand on his chest,trying to at least breathe but fuck he can't because his lungs stopped working again

"what is it luke" calum panicked and imidietly sat up and looked at luke who was struggling

luke just pointed to his chest

"oh god no"
calum calls the doctor and nurses soon rush in and try to get luke out,but calum just clings to them because he can't leave now...god promised that he will stay with him for just a couple more days...
then calum just starts crying,he can't cope with everything so he cries as he sits down on one of the chairs.

a nurse comes in the room with a sad face , calum just expects the worse...

'he's dead right?he left me?' calum asked himself,but the nurse gives him news that cling to him like glue and he just wants to scream...

luke needs to go to surgery and he might not make it,but if he does...he will probably leave the world in just a few days...

and calum decides that just a day won't be enough to tell luke how pretty he is even without his hair,how lovely he is even though he's sick,how his eyes remind him like those spider webs that have drops of rain on them that remind him of diamonds...he doesn't have time for anything...so instead he just writes because maybe if tomorrow luke comes back, he won't have any strength in his weak bones to tell luke all that he has to say,so he just writes and tries not to smudge the paint that the pen is giving because this note needs to be perfect...it needs to be perfect just like luke...

|hope u guys liked this chapter and the end is near *gasps* this story just need to be finished because I have a ton other stories so once I finish this,I'm starting a new one and it goes the same as the others...
It's going to have a sad ending of course but if I get enough requests then maybe I'll do an alternative ending but I'm not sure because I love morbid stuff so I'll probably stick to luke dying and maybe cal... Idk we will see just comment if you want an alternative ending
Bye guys :3 |