Hospital Bed |hoodings|

i used to say i wanted to die when i get older,but you made me think twice

|relapsing has never been so peaceful :') |

July 21 2015

the next day,calum is being woken up by tap on his shoulder.
as he opens his eyes he sees lukes doctor,sanding there with the saddest look on his face.

oh no...

"calum...I don't know how to say this but.." the doctor said,a single tear falling from his green eyes.

"n-no...i-it cant ... h-he p-promised" calum said as he clutched to the white coat that the doctor was wearing.

"luke is dead calum...im so sorry" the doctor said as he walked away,trying to not look back at calum as he screams in agony while jack and ben and michael and harry are tying to calm him down at the same time they're trying to calm their tears down.
and calum just screams, nothing leave his mouth other than screams that sound horrid.

"HE FUCKING PROMISED...HE CANT LEAVE ME"

calum screamed as michael had his Han on his mouth trying o muffle his crying as he stared at calum who was being held by a crying jack and harry,while ben was on the phone,trying to also calm his tears down to talk to Liz to tell her that luke isn't with them anymore.
calum continued dreaming,but just sat down and stopped trashing around as jack just clutched to his shirt and cried into his shoulder.

"its going to be o-okay cal"

harry said.he didn't know if he was trying to convince calum or himself that because he knew that after this,calum won't be okay.

"i-its never going to be o-okay now harry...he's gone! he fucking left me" calum yelled again as he pulls on his hair.
tears are still feeling you could mistake them for waterfalls.
calum just felt pain,agony,numbness and he was horrid.
luke left him.
and he won't be coming back.

|I cried while writing this...I'll be posting the last chapter today too and if I get enough requests I'll make an alternative ending|