Taehyung's pov:
There she stood.. Her fragile frame trembling underneath my gaze..
Her delicate lips quivering...
Her eyes as crystalic, as clear as polished marble, those eyes full of unshed tears..
I couldn't form a single word to describe her state..
I did this to her myself...
It was me..
It had always been me..
Her face screams the word 'hurt'...
I stood in front of her weak form..
As she struggle to form the words from the back of her throat..
"Taehyung... Why..."
I couldn't move.. I couldn't explain myself anymore..
I stood there like a statue, taking in her form as she collapses on the ground..
She sounds so... Pained..
The way she cried. Sounded terrifying.. As if she was suffocating.. As if she was being choked.. Her sobs were quiet.. She was hyperventilating..
She was having a panic attack, while I stood in front of her.. Not giving any reactions.. When I all I wanna do is lean down and scoop her up in my arms, keep her close to my chest as I tell her that everything will be better..
But there's no better...
Theres no sugar coated reassurances..
Her fragile body laid there on the floor as her precious hands rub over her chest to steady her breath.. In her hyperventilating state, I slowly backed away from her..
Leaving her there by herself..
She reached out to my leg as she tried to speak, my gaze fell upon her trembling body...
She begged me to not let her go..
She's too oblivious..
Too oblivious to understand the cruel world she's living in..
Too oblivious to feel how the world has changed..
Too oblivious to accept that sometimes love doesn't flow both ways..
Too oblivious to realize that her love is permanent for someone who doesn't deserve her at all..
That's me..
I never thought this day would come but it did..
I didn't say anything...
While she kept on begging..
And begging.. Even when her state wouldn't let her form any coherent words
I slowly backed away from her as I felt her trembling hands grasp my legs..
I felt so guilty..
I felt like throwing up.. I felt tears forming in my eyes..
What was I doing..?
This woman loves me.. The value of her love was greater than anything in the entire universe..
The realization dawned upon me a bit later than it should've.
Will she ever forgive me? When she gave herself to me.. Only for me to suck out her soul and throw away her lifeless body.. When her soul is attached to me..
When her soul has became a part of me?
I kneeled down as the tears formed in my eyes threatened to fall..
I held her face in my hands as i gently caressed her dainty cheek under my thumb.
Her tearful eyes tinged with a little bit of hope as her hands grasped the silk fabric of my shirt.
When her quivering lips opened to form any words...
I pulled her in my embrace, keeping her close to my chest where she could hear the quickened thumping of my heart..
"I'm sorry... My love..."
the built up tears in my eyes escaped my control as they flowed down my cheeks..
I held her delicate form in my arms as her arms wrapped tightly around my torso..
She was afraid that it was the last time she'd hold me this close..
I built that fear inside her.. I tortured her to think believe that I will not last..
One day I'll walk away..
But today I realized how precious she is to me..
If I didn't had realized.. I would've made the worst mistake of my life by leaving the love of my life.. Who had devoted her entire self to me.
We will fix it.
We will get rid of the awkward feeling.
But I know she will never forget how could I even think of abandoning her at her lowest...
I would be nothing better than any beast..
I love her...
But I will never deny that she loves me more.
Don't
Break
UpEvery relationship gets boring at some point.
Every relationship has their downs
Arguments and disagreements
But ending relationships is not the right answer.. Don't take your partner for granted.. Fix the situation.. Value your partner.
Relationships aren't always about love
It's about commitment.
-author Nina.
I wanted to write something to give this certain message out to everyone out there, I used Taehyung in this imagine to portray the situation, I hope this reaches the right person
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