(anakin's pov)
I'm so fucking done with this. I want Y/n so badly, I need her so badly. Just a few days ago I never wanted to admit that I'm in love with her, but now I feel it so deeply in my soul I don't wanna lie to myself anymore about it.
I could say it a million times, I love Y/n.
I love Y/n. I love Y/n. I need Y/n.
She's all I want, I would leave the Jedi for her. Though that is one thing I can admit that I would most likely not do. I know she wants me too, but I doubt she would risk losing her padawan privileges for me. We're bound to be together, if the prophecy is true. We are the ones who will supposedly bring balance to the force, just me and her.
After Y/n stopped us from having a kiss, she then left to go look at the scenery alone as well. I am now alone sitting with my thoughts and inner monologue, as well as Padme and Y/n.
Twenty more minutes pass by, and I'm bored out of my mind. Naboo is beautiful don't get me wrong, but Y/n is as well and I rather be with her right now.
I notice Padme walk towards me, "We can go now Anakin. I've appreciated the lake views enough, I have a new idea of a place where you and Y/n can take me."
I clasp my hands behind my back standing tall, trying to look professional, "And what is this idea of yours Padme?"
"I've always wanted to just sit in an open field with a few friends on the lands of Naboo, and there's this place i've been eyeing for a bit. But I'll have to drop by the place we are staying at to change." I think about it for second, hoping that this place she is suggesting is safe, "If you insist. I hope this place you are suggesting is safe, you didn't forget that you're on a safety watch right?"
Padme rolls her eyes to my snarky question, "It is, Anakin. I know what I'm doing." She then walks away, going up to Y/n to let her know where we are going I suppose.
I see Y/n smile at Padmes words, Y/n then looks at me with her angel like face suggesting me to follow them downstairs to head to the place Padme wants to go.
- (little time skip) -
(y/n's pov)Naboo is more beautiful than I thought, the longer I've stayed here. The meadow Padme suggested is beautiful, it's so green, and the animals are so precious and exotic looking. Anakin is as well, my impulsive thought floats through my head space. I'm starting to feel more and more anxious around him, not the type of anxious like when I'm around Chancellor Palpatine, that's for sure.
I need Anakin so so badly. I never wanted to admit it to myself, but these past few days have changed something, my heart is aching more and more every time I just glance at him and think I cannot be with him. I can't betray my brother and the Jedi council like that, I've spent too much time preparing for the future, my fate, that Anakin is also apart of.
When you think about it though, aren't me and Anakin supposed to be together, since we both are the ones to fulfill the prophecy. So, you might say we are bound together, sealed. Though that is not what the Jedi and Master Yoda mean by that.
Padme insisted stopping by the lakeside hotel to change, again. If I had a closet like hers, I'd be wanting to change every second for a new occasion as well, so I don't blame her. So now she's wearing a beautiful floral yellow gown, and her hair is now in a beautiful braid with a flower head peace on. I'm so jealous of her outfits and closet, god.
The three of us find a place to sit down on the bright green grass, place a blanket Padme brought down, and take a seat and admire the nature of this beautiful planet.
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Dark Paradise || Anakin Skywalker x Fem!Reader
Fanfiction.... You are the other half of my broken half. You know me better than anyone else and always will. You are my balance, my god. You are my dark paradise. You heal me. You have seen every horrific, and disgusting thing about me and have never turned...