A SECOND CHANCE

an emotional surprise

We finally made it home, mom helped me and the car while bluey hopped out. Mom shut the car door before we went inside of home heading to the living room. Mom sat on the living room couch, "so bluey did you have a good time at nana's?" mom said. "Ya nana gave me a puppy"! bluey said. "Did nana give it to you For your birthday"? Mom said. "Umm, ya" bluey said confused then with a smile. "Aww that's adorable" chili said with a sympathetic awe. "What did you name it?" chili said. "Polly puppy!" bluey replied. Chili breathing out with a smile before telling blue it's time to go upstairs to go to bed. Bluey formed a frown but listened anyway. After I bet we all went upstairs and chili put blue into bed, chili and put me in my crib before leaving the room shutting off the light. I find myself to be a little tired so I lay down and drift off to sleep, beginning to dream.

Bingo's dream world.

I slowly open my eyes and my vision was blurry everything in front of me was a white mist of nothingness. One way to describe it was a field of darkness mixed with a light of fog. I got up and started walking around, it felt like everything around me was constantly watching me in a dark void and every corner possible.
I kept turning my head back and forth because I kept feeling someone dashing and dashing and dashing near me at every moment. it felt like someone was about to jump at me at any second and now I'm vulnerable. That's when I heard a noise behind me. I look behind me to see a person with glasses. The person I saw kind of resembled a person I seen before but I couldn't recognize? They had a shave of beard with a stereotypical jawline. And a shortcut on their head.

And curiosity but still in a scared state of knowing not where I am. I cautiously stepped closer to the person before the person started walking up to me which gave me a fright. The person walked up to me before stopping right in front of me telling me. "Hey son it's time to go back in the car". I looked up thinking why does this feel familiar? Before I think I look back at the person and see  they vanished. I looked out in a horror before hearing a car engine coming right behind me and seeing two pairs of headlights dashing towards me. As the headlights get closer I Dodge out of the way just in the nick of time. I land on my face before turning around and seeing two cars head colliding each other. At that moment it felt like everything was heading in slow motion. At this point I started panicking and I got up and start walking slowly towards the wreckage. I started looking around the car wreckage to see a kid. At this point in the more I looked at the kid the more deja Vu I fell in my soul. It felt like if I was part of that kid like if he was a part of me. The kid wasn't dead he was still breathing. That's when I saw the kid holding a doll, it was a plush doll that said bingo. It was a orange hand dog color doll. I thought about it for a moment thinking it was just a coincidence before. I started having flashbacks pop up and pop up in my mind at this point I fell back on my face and started to ball I overthink in my mind trying to rationalize what I'm going through. "So wait if my name is bingo in real life does that mean this kid is"-
I said this but then I was interrupted by a voice telling me "yep that kid is you"
I jumped back in fright before looking at the person. It was the same person I saw telling me to get in the car. "Hey there you're not going to leave your dad waiting are you" the guy said then everything hit me like a thousand bricks of tons. The stream was a memory. I instantly recognize the person right in front of me as my dad I instantly got up before running to my true dad. I hug them and cried enormously. "Hey there hey there sport it's okay my dad said to me" to be honest this whole thing was a unexpected surprise. Not only I relive a memory but I get to see my dad again if that's not the best thing ever then I don't know what is. We separated before my real dad got his knees and told me he was sorry for crashing in the crash and causing causing him and me to die.

"Look kiddo it's a little bit ago me and Mom are having an argument on a phone in the car while you were playing with your toys. I was distracted on the phone when I saw a pair of headlights coming towards me" my dad said to me. "That's when we crashed ever since then I've been stuck in this endless loop of seeing this car crash and crash and crash  it's almost like a purgatory here he said to me sympathetically." I didn't care I instantly hugged my dad before he hugged me back.

"So, kiddo how is life going in your new life?" he said? I open my eyes completely and surprise how can he know something like that if he was trapped here? He seemed to know my weird face I made and told me that he's been watching me for a while.

At this point I didn't ask any questions because if I knew that he was watching me at least my dad was here with me.

"I got up on my knees before telling him is it possible I can stay here with you for a little longer? I asked. Unfortunately no this is your dream I'm just here visiting it's just, ever since I entered your head I've been stuck here going through your memories". I was confused about the answer before coming to the conclusion that he meant he stuck in my head like a ghost because technically we are ghosts but except I'm born in a different reality and he's the ghost.

"Kid look I you can't stand here with me because you're in a new body and you're in a dream right now so if you wake up you'll be out of here and back in your real body out of your dream". I instantly started to cry but my dad hold my shoulder telling me not to.

"kiddo, don't worry when you dream you are able to talk and see me. But for the meanwhile you need to live you need to live a normal life and that world. I know it can be hard to bear. But at least you would have a normal childhood, like you didn't have here I wish you could have had the normal childhood here in our world but fate  had other plans. Just try your best for me okay" he smiled. My sad tears became happy tears before it became in another embrace. My dad looked up before telling me "hey kiddo look I think you're waking up."

He hugged me even tighter before everything white and I woke up on my bed. Here start the form of my eyes and they started crying my lungs out!