The Unwanted Kim

chapter 20

So I finally wrote some smut after long time......

"Yoongi! What are doing?" Jimin asked him, Yoongi smiles at him he cupped his cheeks making his lips pout, he pecked his lips.

"Boss, you are drunk just sleep!" Jimin spoke calming his heart beats. Yoongi's mother completely cuffed his hands in locks of legal implications.

"Jiminah! I am doomed, my own mother...she....de.. destroyed me, why no one ask me what I want?" Yoongi cried hugging jimin's waist.

Jimin kisses his forehead, "he told me to Mary Seokjin, I fell for him, they told me up marry Namjoon I did, but I hurt him, now she ...she is telling me to throw them on road....I am not bad person mochi!" Yoongi sobbed.

"I am also human, with feelings, this guilt is killing me jiminah, I feel bad for doing this to Namjoon, I want his forgiveness, but ...but she has to do it, since the I am born she want to control me, she... burned my instruments...I..I was ten Jiminah she took my first love, my passion, said it is useless!" Yoongi slurred he sniffed.

He brought Jimin in his lap hugging him, keeping his head on his chest.

"I.... specially made a song for her she said I should focus my studies....boys don't do this,  I tried...I tried so hard but she never let me live...now..now she want me to snatch my child from him...she said he is my son and I should take him from him, Namjoon will run to me on his knees!" Yoongi told him.

Jimin teared up, he just held him he knew how clever Mrs Min is, he looked at Yoongi's face he wiped his tears.

"It's okay, I am here let it out" Jimin told him Yoongi looked at him he took him in a kiss.

"I...want it .... please!" Yoongi begged him Jimin sighed he knew he won't remember.

"You...do you know what are you saying?" Jimin asked kissing him back tear left his eyes. He love him, of course he want him he can't deny the feeling pooling in his stomach.

"Please...I am in pain, I can't ...take my mind away please!" Yoongi begged Jimin can't see his broken state he kissed him back deepening.

Jimin's pov;
I am hopeless, I can't deny him I kissed him I just want to cherish the moment it is not like I am wrecking someone's home.

He need it and I'll give him he put his hand under my shirt grazing his hard knuckles I felt goosebumps all over my body. He devoured my mouth, I moaned it felt like he is reaching my soul.

I threw my head back my legs on his sides I can feel him getting harder and harder under me, I rubbed myself on his crotch he but my neck leaving marks. It felt so good, so real and so right my body bloomed under his touches but I can't stop myself from sobbing because I know he don't love me.

But what about me? I love him, and I can't stop him yes, I am selfish it is good to be selfish sometimes. I decided to be selfish and hold on some memories, that I can cherish them later.

I nibbled his ear "I want it, let's take it to bedroom, Yoongiah!" I whispered rubbing myself shamelessly on him.

He groaned sucking on my lower lip, he picked me I put my legs around him. He put me on bed taking his shirt off and throwing it somewhere.

He came on top of me, taking my shirt off staring at my bare chest he squinted his eyes I put my hands to cover myself I felt under confident. May be he doesn't like it? Of course I am not ethereal like Seokjin, not curvey like Namjoon.

He put my hands away attacking my buds he sucked on one while rubbing other, my breath hitched I moaned loudly "why it feel so good?" I questioned myself.