im that girl ( honey cocaine & tyga love story )

chapter 5

Knock Knock Knock

As if on cue he opened the door. I went straight to the sofa and started crying. Tyga already knew what i was going through. I was an emotional wreck. Tyga brought the weed and vocka out. "i need something stronger" i said. So he got gin and henesy. He put the gin and henesy together with pinapple juice. I kept asking for more and he kept making them for me. I was drunk and the weed didnt help. We both were high and wasted. I woke up around 10:30. I was the first to wake up and i soon realized i was naked.When i took the covers off tyga was to. Omg what have i done.

"wake yo ass up, how could we do this"

"damn we cant tell nobody"

"you think how could i be so stupid"

"chill its gonna be alright its not like im gonna tell. who the fuck does that, i got you just forget this ever happened"

"deal"

"just one question. was it good" he was laughing.

"boy shut up and put on some clothes"

"alright hold on"

After we showered we left to go to the studio. It was awkward becuase i left with tyga in his car. "i know your probably wondering and if you must knnow yeah it was good."i smiled a little and looked out the window. I know he was satisfied with my answer because he was smiling. I wonder how it would be if me and tyga was item. ugh i need to get that thought out my head i already have drama with trey i dont need anymore.

"micheal would you ever see us together"

"maybe why you ask"

"just wondering"

After i finished writing and recording my song i had tyga take me back to his house so i could get my car.

"thanks for not saying anything"

"no problem i told you i got you"

"i know i just cant believe we had sex, no offense it was good and all but still you were the last person i expected to have sex with"

"its straight but see you around" he said

"you to".

I had guilt written all over my face. There was no way i could go back home. I decided to call zarkiyah and go out for ice cream. We met there and we both got a banana split.

"so whats up chica"she said. i looked to see if anybody was near then turned baack towards her.

"i slept with tyga"i whispered

"what wow, how, when , why". i told her everything not missing any details, i even told her it was good.

"did you tell joshuan"

"what the hell i look like"

"thats so unlike you, you need to choose like asap. its not fair to joshuan or trey then you bring micheal in this. But do what you think is right, dont do it because of what someone else says"

"thanks your the best"

"yeah i know but tomorrow i go back to virgina"

"lets party or something before you go"

"naw i was going to hang with my boo but i think you should talk things out with trey"

"he has a concert tonight maybe i will go"

"like i said do what you think is right"

After we finished eating, it was only 2pm so we decided to do something fun. We ended up going to six flags. She told me to me she wanted to invite rashuad. Remember him the drug dealer. Im not the one to judge cause nobobys perfect. Zarkiyah made me invite somebody, so i invited tyga. I know why did i choose to invite him. Even though what happened between us, we still are like homies. Tyga thought it would  be fun to kick everyone out and invite celeberties and they let him do it.

I had so much fun with them. I havent talk to joshuan all day but im not worried bout it. We wanted to play a game so we started to play tag. It was me and zarkiyah against tyga and rashuad. The loosers had to buy the group that won what ever they wanted. Me and zarkiyah decided to go on that new ride. I think its called cheetah hunt or something like that. After the ride i ran into tyga." found you" he said. "but you didnt catch me " i said and ran.

Next thing you knew he was chasing. I pushed people and all. I was just in time to get on this one ride that takes you in the air and to the other side of the park. I called zarkiyah to see how she was doing.

"hello"

"did you get caught"i said anxious

"FUCK NOOO" she yelled laughing

"thats my girl im on this ride thats taking me to the other side of the park"

"girl i just got off that'

"stay in the gate part im coming "

When i got off i spotted her and walked towards her. We started to look in every direction. I spotted tyga so me and zarkiyah ran to get on this log ride. When we got off rashuad and tyga was standing at the exit of the ride. Zarkiyah ran up and gave rashuad kisses all over his face. I hate that she do it all in public, like get a room. I had to admit tyga was looking right in a skater boy shirt that had no sleeves with the superman symbol on it with some cargo skinny jeans slightly saging, red chucks and a superman snapback. His tattoos were showing and i found it so attractive. I bit my lip and walked towards him.

"so yall quite"

"yeah i wanted to have some more fun with you" he said invading my personal space.

He gentley pushed me to the wall. First it was a small kiss then he licked my bottom lip for access and i let him. Next thing you know it was a full make out session. Wow i couldnt believe i was doing this with him. It was obvious i was feeling some kind of way about him. I wonder how it would be if we were in a relationship, but it would never work. All during my thinking process i forgot we was still kissing. I then pulled back, i had to catch my breath

"this is wrong you know my situation already"

"i know but i really like you, you knew that i always felt this way. I just didnt want to ruin our friendship so i kept quiet but i dont give a fuck anymore" he had sincererity in his voice. the fuck i got myself in.

"micheal dont do this. dont make me choose"

"thats not fair to none of us. you playing with my heart and others"

"im sorry"

I tried to run but he had a good grip on my wrist. We just stayed there staring at each other until rashuad and zarkiyah interupted us.

"hope i didnt interupt anything"

"naw just talking"he said leting go of my arm.

Zarkiyah just stared at me. I looked away and and started to walk to one of the carts that served beverages. Zarkiyah followed me. I bought my soda and turned around to an angry Zarkiyah. I looked at my arm and it was red from where his hand had been.

"what the hell is that" she yelled.i just looked away.

"i saw you guys, honey get it together your playing a dangerous game with these boys you need to choose like asap !"

"its hard and now tyga just admited his feelings for me . what should i do?"

"CHOOSE ONE ALREADY"

"OKAY dang you aint have to yell" she rolled her eyes

"first you should see which one you like more. Go on some dates with trey, and tyga, and since you already know how joshuan is you dont have to go on a date with him" she said. i had to laugh at that my girl was crazy i swear i love her. no homo