im that girl ( honey cocaine & tyga love story )

Chapter 14

The next morning I woke up feeling terrible for leaving micheal in the room with a boner. I could hear him crying while trying to pee. I bet that was painful. I laid in my bed watching bubble guppies. That's that show lol. Micheal walked in and told me to get dress we were leaving in a few. I wasn't sure where we were going and I didn't want to do it so I wore a grey long sleave shirt with a peach scarf, peach skinny jeans, and grey heels with peach feather earrings. I pulled my hair up into a high bun and put a coat of clear gloss on my lips. I grabbed my peach tote bag with birds and vines on it and my iPhone 5s. I walked down to micheals room but he wasn't in there. I shrugged my shoulders and went down stairs.

I saw him grabbing his keys walking to his garage. So I guess he was mad at me about last night. I walked out to his black convertible Infiniti and got in the back seat. I didn't want to cause any problems and it seems like he needed his space.

"if you don't get yo ass in the front I ain't nobody damn chaffer"

"my bad I just wanted to give you your space"

"man whatever"

"I'll take that your still mad"

"just shut the hell up ion wanna talk nomoe"

After that I closed my mouth i knew when not to push his buttons. He turned the radio up and body party came on and as soon as I started to sing he turned and loyal by him and Chris brown came on. I liked this song so I hummed it fearing he would change it. We Pulled up to a lovely little house. It wasn't huge but it was pretty big. He got out the car and I did too. He locked the doors and went to knock on the door. When the door opened it was beautiful lady standing behind the door. She was around 5'4, a honey complexion with nice white straight teeth. Did I mention she had a body to die for. I know after this baby I'm definitely going to the gym. When she saw micheal it was like her whole world lit up. For a minute I thought this was another one of his hoes and instantly got upset. After she said son I hurried and changed my face. After she finished hugging him she took one look at me and rolled her eyes. Why does everyone I meet not like me. He walked inside and I followed behind him.

We went to sit down at the dinning . His mother came out the kitchen with a roast. Oowe it smelled so good I couldn't wait to dig in. After she put that down on the table she went back for the mash potatoes and macaroni and cheese and hawaii rolls . We said out grace and then we dug in.

"so honey what are your plans for the future" his mother asked.

"i dont know if you know who i am but im a rapper/singer and since im pregnant i need to slow down a bit so i can take care of my baby"

"oh i know who you are i saw you on the wendy show"

"oh"

"i will tell yall straight up that i dont like what yall got going on im guessing the child your carrying is my grandchild. from how things look your not really on my good side. ima be honest i dont like you at moment because to me you seem like a hoe"

i didnt have anything to say i just got up and ran out the house. i started walking down the street not once did tyga come after me. like that really opened my eyes that he didnt care. i called a cab and went back to house. when i got there i went straight to my room to pack my bags after i finished i went to take a nice long soothing bubble bath. i got out and put on my night gown. i curled my hair and put black eyeshadow on and red lipstick. i put black red bottoms on. i played jealous by beyonce and it played through the whole house on repeat. i walked down the stairs and started to cook a dinner. i made lamchop yellow rice corn bread and beans. i set the plates and put the rest of the food up. i went to his room and pulled out majority of his and her clothes.

i went down to garage and grabbed the  gasoline and poured it all over their clothes and shoe. i set that bitch on fire. i watch it go up into flames. i didnt want to burn the whole house down so i put the fire out. i went back downstairs and started pushing his vases down. i broke any and everything in the house. i cut my arm in the process but i didnt care. i then went to pour me a glass of red wine. i set  the fire place and sat there waiting. i sat their until 8 at night. when he walked in he wasnt alone chris was with him.

"YO WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED IN HERE" chris yelled.

"i dont know but i about to find out" he sayed calmly.

Jealous was still playing as they walked up the stairs to is room. i couldnt believe they still hadnt saw me.

"YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME. SOCHITA SO FUCKING STUPID DAWG."

i just smirked because i found this so hilarious. they walked down stairs and i saw tyga face red as fuck. i laughed and he heard me. he came storming over to me.

"YOU THINK THIS SHIT FUNNY" he yelled in my face. and then backhanded me. i tasted the blood in my mouth by then blood was oozing from my arm and mouth. chris came and held him back before he could do any more damage. but the damage was already done. i walked up to him and started singing a verse from beyonce's song jealous

" and i hate you for your lies and your covers, and i hate we make good love to each other, and i love making you jealous but dont judge me and i know im being hateful but that aint nothing, that aint nothing, im just jealous, im just human but dont judge me" i recited while tears slid down my face. i walked up to him and kissed him. i spit on him and went to the dinning room and sat down. i poured me another glass of wine and started to eat my dinner. tyga walked in and i just stared at him.

"get the fuck out" he growled.

i shook my head and chuckled.

"nahh i dont feel like it"

"i swear to god if you dont leave ima do something i might regret"

"to late"

chris came in and told tyga to go to his room. chris sat across from me and just stared.

" damn ma what happened to you'

"im just a sideline girl i only have half his world hes always gone choose her first but that aint what i deserve he say love that he love me too but shes who he go home to he say he dont want me to go but id rather be here alone"

"man is that what all this about. is it because your jealous of alicia.?"

"not only that you dont know how many times he hurt me. they embarrassed me on national television for the whole world to see. im just tired and i want this to end and ever since i got pregnant ive been depressed to much shit is happening to me. nothing makes me happy anymore. i just dont care anymore i still take my vitamins but i barely go to my doctor appointments."

"what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. but real talk you need to get it together for this baby. you worried bout the wrong thing just focus on you and this baby you carrying"

"thanks chris but can you take me i dont think this is a great place to be at right now."

"yeah get your stuff"

i walked  up the stairs to my room. i cleaned my arm and face and then grabbed my suitcases. i walked past tygas room and he was just laying there. i kept walking and went downstairs. chris dropped me off home and i thanked him. i walked up to my apartment happy to be here. iwalked upstairs to my room and went to sleep forgetting about everything.