im that girl ( honey cocaine & tyga love story )

chapter 19

The next morning I woke up to the smell of chocolate chip pancakes. Those were micheala's favorite hehe. I went to the bathroom to take a shower and brush my teeth. I washed all the makeup off of my face and put my hair into a high pony tail. I was seriously considering cutting it off again. Its already to the middle of my back. I sighed while turning off the light. Walking to my dresser I grabbed my undergarments and put them on. I honestly didnt feel like going downstairs I was so tired. After the barbecue ray took me to the cliff we use to hang out at and just watched the stars. We didnt get back to the house until well after 2 in the morning. I layed down for another 15 minutes before ray came barging in to my room.
"Get up sochita, ya moms and pops waiting on you so they can eat."

"Ugh alright 5 more minutes"

"Alright" he said smirking.

Few minutes later he came back in with a bucket of ice cold water and pured it all over me.

"Oh my gosh ray, you could have sent me into shock"

" oh shut up you aint dead so get yo ass up so we can eat"

"Fine but you have to carry me downstairs since you ruined my sleep"

"Bet"

He sat on the bed as I scanned my closet for something to wear. I decided on an all white long pants rumper with some white and gold guiseppe zanotti sandals. I grabbed my phone and jumped on ray's back.

"You heavy as fuck"

"Just carry me douche"

As he walked down the stairs I heard an all to familiar voice.

"Well look who drug the cat out of bed" my mom said laughing

When we finally reached the bottom ray continued to carry me to the kitchen. He let me down by my seat and he took a seat next to me. I rolled my eyes as micheal raised his eyebrow with a smirk. Oh brother.

"Good morning ladybug, this gentlemen here said that he was your fiancé."

"Now why you havent you told us sochita. We're your parents"

"Uh will you excuse us"

I got up and micheal followed me outside to the backyard.

"What the hell is she talking about micheal and why did you follow me out here. How did you even know where my parents live you know what just leave."

"I said that so they could let me in the house to see you"

"You sound dumb as hell now. They would have let you in if you would have just said your name I told them the name of my childs father. They just dont know what you look like asshole."

"Shit I couldn't tell the way you and homeboy was looking like the picture perfect family"

"Micheal you honestly cant be jealous right now. You have no right to be. And so what if we were, you and I arent together. But just for your information hes just a friend that I've known my whole life basically."

" yeah whatever. But look I aint come down to argue. I wanted to make sure you and micheala were okay"

"Now that you see we're fine you can go now."

" hey yall Mrs.sal said its about that time to come in now. The food getting cold."

"We'll be in there in a minute ray"

He nodded while closing the door.

"Look I just wabted to know when you were coming back to cali. You know the mtv awards are coming up and I would like if you would be my date?"

"Look micheal now is not the place nor time to be discussing this. Im coming back next week I just needed some time along from everyone."

"Alright, well I think we should go back inside"

"Finally y'all back it took alnost a century."
My dad said over exaggerating as usual.

I slightly rolled my eyes as I took a seat next to ray. It was quiet for the most part. Only the clinking noise of the silverware could be heard throughout the dinning room.

Micheal cleared his throat getting the attention of everyone.

" thank you all for the breakfast but I should be heading back to the hotel. I leave tonight so im just going to hang out there."

"Nonsense you can stay here"

"MOM!"

"What?! He is your childs father why not?"

"Nevermind"

"Well alright ima bout to head out. I got some business to handle see you all later" ray said gettung up from the table.

Take me with you I mouthed as he shook his head no with a laugh.

"Well I'll be in my room" with that I got up without another word.

The whole purpose of me coming out here was for me to be around family and not worry about all thats going on around me. I needed an escape and micheal sufficated me with always being around. He was annoying.

I stripped out of my clothes laying down. Micheal peeped his head inside my room.

"Can I come in?" He asked

"I guess"

I frowned a little wondering why he was still here. Oh yeah I forgot my mother basically forced him to stay. Ugh I feel like im in high school all over again. He took off everything except his boxers and got under the covers with me.

" what do you want?"

"I would like to have an adult conversation with you without all the arguing"

"Fine speak"

"I know things have been hectic lately in these last couple of months, I just want you to know that im sorry for everything I ever did to you. I say a lot of things because I get very upset. You piss me off 100% of the time. I know you probably dont wanna get back together but..."

"We were never together"

" ANYWAYS like I was saying I totally respect your wishes and I just want us to go back to being how we use to be."

" things aint always that easy. You can't expect me to forgive you for all the things you put me through in a few minutes. You truely hurt me and I thought if nobody had my back then you would but I guess I was wrong. Im tired of the arguing the cussing the fighting it aint me. I just dont have the energy for it."

" you almost burned my house down. You a lil psycho" he said trying to lighten up the mood

"Shut up you were being a jerk and I am an over emotional pregnant lady with your big head child in me."

"Ayye dont talk about my baby"

"I'll get on you too. You forhead look like a mother fuckin uhhhh"

"Oh so you got jokes huh? Alright"

He got up and went to stand at the edge of the bed. I stopped paying attention to him and begin to tweet on twitter. Few minutes later micheal started laughing out of nowhere.

" so you got a vibrator. If you wanted the dick all you had to do was ask"

"What, huh no"

Thats so embarrassing I ment to get rid of that.

" yeah alright"

He slid into the bed so that he was on top of me.

" wha what are you doing"

"Chill I just wanted to cuddle"

" nigga friends dont cuddle get your heavy ass off of me"

"You ruining the moment. Just hush"

We layed like this for 5 minutes until I began to hear slight snores from him. I tried to move but he gripped me tighter.

"Where you going?"

"Nowhere"

"Mhm"

I decided what the heck I should go to sleep to.