im that girl ( honey cocaine & tyga love story )

chapter 10

Joshuan was here sitting on my bed.

"how did you get in here "

"I remembered you always kept a key under your doormat"

"why are you here"

"because I love you and I can't live without you"

"I think you should leave"I said turning around

"nawl I'm straight"

"I'm going to call security"

"try me"

I walked into the living room towards the door and he pulled me by my arm.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you" he said grinning.

I couldn't believe he pointed a gun at my belly.I was crying now.

"Why are you doing this to me"

"We could have worked things out but you went overboard with it I need you sochita and I love you"

"Just let me go"

"Nope now go lay down so you an my baby can rest"

this nigga must be crazy. did he just his baby. I'm not about to complain though I ain't trying to get my baby killed. I went into the bathroom and ran my bath water and put bubbles in it. I got in and was laying down. I had a built in pillow in the tub. I was to relaxed to hear anyone come in. when I finally opened my eyes and saw Joshuan naked,he was just staring at me. my body tensed up as I realized what he was gonna do. he finally moved and picked me up. this was uncomfortable and I didn't want him to see my body. he gently laid me on the bed. he backed away just looking at my body.I took my chance and got under the covers and he chuckled. he had lust in his eyes and I could tell this night was not going to be pretty.

he smirked and Went head first under the covers.I closed my legs tight and he just opened them without a problem. it felt good but it was wrong. when he was done with that he put a condom on and slid in me. I didn't protest. my body felt numb. when he was done I put my PINK sweat pants on and my sports bra. I walked back in the room and he was smoking weed in my bed.

"you stress me out sweetheart" he said blowing smoke out.

"you can't smoke in here"

he put the gar out

"you got what you want you can leave now "

"naw "

"leave me alone"

"nope"he smiled

"I HATE you"

"and I love you"

"your crazy"

"in love with you"

"ugh"

he gets on my nervous. he got up and went inside the bathroom. I turned my TV on and American dad was on. Joshuan came out the bathroom with some basketball shorts on and nba socks. he got a little buffer and had a banging body. why am I saying this he just raped me. I guess he saw me staring and smirked as I turned my attention back to the tv. he turned the lights off and pulled me close to him.

"you not sleeping in here"I said and rolled my eyes even though he can't see me.

"I don't want to hear all that shut the fuck up and go to sleep."

I sucked my teeth and scooted away from him. and only in return for him to pull me closer. he wrapped his arms around my waist and I felt so disgusted with his arms around me. around 2am I thought he was sleep. my phone started ringing.

"you better not if you don't want me to hurt you, your baby or your little boyfriend."

I started mumbling under my breath.

"what was that"

"nothing"

"that's what I thought"

and after that I went to sleep.