im that girl ( honey cocaine & tyga love story )

chapter 20

It was around one o clock pm when I woke up. I rolled over and noticed Michael was no longer in bed. I got up walked to the bathroom in my room and brushed my teeth. Looking at my hair I realized It looked a mess and it was about that time to go get it done. Grabbing my keys and phone I walked out my room and down the stairs. Walking into the kitchen I saw my mom left a note saying they would be back later tonight. Setting the alarm I walked into the garage and got into one of my father's cars since I didn't have any of mine out here. I called my stylist Amy and set an appointment for her to do my hair. Five minutes into my drive Ray called.
"Hello?"
" where you at?"
"On my way to get my hair done why wassup?"
"Shit nothing I'm bored as hell and hungry. "You gone bring me something to eat?"
" I am not your personal chef"
" stop being phony and get me a Big Mac meal from McDonald's" he said and then hung up in my face.
Oh that's alright I got something for him. I did a u-turn and drove to McDonald's. I ordered a grilled chicken salad for my self and a large fry with a sweet tea. I paid for my order and continued on driving towards Ray's hotel. When I got there I had him text me the room number. I took the elevator up to the fifth floor which had the penthouses on the top. He stood outside the door with his shirt off and some gym shorts waiting for me.
"Wassup"
"..."
"Oh so you're gonna ignore me now?"
"Boy move out the way before I punch you in the throat."
He did just that because he knew I would really do it. He started mumbling under his breath as he walked to the kitchen. I sat down and took all of MY food out the bag. He stared at me as I began to put Italian dressing on my salad. He tried reaching for one of my fries and I pushed him almost making him fall off the stool. I smiled as he mugged me and went to sit in the living room. I got up to use the bathroom because one of the twins was sitting on my blatter and when I came out his fat ass was siting there eating my food.
"Fucking fat ass"
"Says the whale"
" boy you're about 2.0 seconds from getting beat up"
"Whatever but what's up with you and tyga? Why you ain't tell me he was coming down here?"
"I didn't even know because his stupid ass ain't tell nobody. He need to be worried bout his baby momma number 2 instead of me."
"Oh word? That's trifling as hell."
" that's not even the worst part. We're always arguing and his mom hates me and they basically embarrassed me on national television."
" Right now you do look stupid for even putting up with it. Like why would you keep going back to him?"
"He has always been there for me. I feel safe with him and I really love him but I know we aren't good together. That's why I wanted to come out here and be away from everything. Like sometimes I wish I wasn't even pregnant because I know that because of my babies I will always be apart of his life and I'm just tired. I'm so tired like I can't even take this anymore. I've already tried to commit suicide and I was never like this until I started messing with him" I said. I couldn't take it anymore and I start crying and hyperventilating.

Ray stood there lost for words. He couldn't believe what i had told him and that wasn't even half of what I've been through. I didn't even wait for him to reply I just picked my stuff up and walked out towards the elevator. When I got in I wiped my face because I didn't want the paparazzi to see me crying and make a huge story out of it. I put my head down as the valet brought my car to me.
I hurried up drove to the hair salon. It was about ten minutes away from rays hotels.

When I arrived Amy greeted me with a warm smile. I gave an small smile and sat down.
"So girl what's the 411?" Amy asked
"Nothing much. I'm just down here visiting my parents for a week or two."
"Oh okay"
I honestly didn't trust Amy enough to spill all my business because she liked to gossip with the blogs and I didn't have time. She gave me a wash and trimmed my ends. I had her re-dye my hair a honey blonde color. Once she finished I paid her and was on my way back home. When I reached my parents house I grabbed my things and walked inside. As guessed they still were not here.

I walked into the living room laying down on the coach. I stared at my feet and realized I wouldn't be able to wear heals to the red carpet event. Oh well I'll still look fine whatever. Micheal ended up texting me telling me to pack my bags. Like who tf does he think this is I came down here to get away from everyone and take a break. To say I was pissed is an understatement. When I didn't text back he called. I ended up turning my phone off and going to put my bathing suit on. Once I did that and put my hair up, I grabbed a towel and went out to the back yard.

I laid on the floaty and drifting off into the deep end. Call me stupid but I was comfortable so I fell asleep. I was dreaming about me and my babies when I felt a splash of cold water on me. Turning my head I saw Michael standing there smirking.
"Yo what the hell is wrong with you. You clearly saw me sleeping so why did you feel the need to interrupt."
" I know you saw me calling you." He said
"I obviously didn't because I'm in the fucking pool dip shit."
"We'll get out and get dress because we have places to be."
"No I'm not going with you. I came out here to get AWAY from YOU!" I yelled.
"Sochita if I have to drag you out of this pool ima fuck you up."
"Looks like you're gonna just have to drag me."

He nodded his head and the next thing I knew he jumped in the pool making me fall off of my floaty. When we finally got out of the pool I kicked him in his knee making him double over in pain.
"You're such an asshole. I really don't like you at times." I said.
"Whatever you love me"
"Keep telling yourself that."
I headed straight for my room and once I got there I slammed the door shut. I ran my bath water and added bubbles in it. Once that was finished I slowly eased myself into the water and relaxed my body. This woman's work by maxwell played softly in the background.
Micheal walked in and when I noticed he wasn't leaving I looked up at him. He had lust in his eyes and by the way he was looking at me it turned me on. I mean I haven't had any in awhile so what's a girl suppose to do you feel me?
He undressed never taking his eyes off of mine and eventually found his way to the tub. When he got in, he pulled me close to him so that we were face to face and I was sitting on top of him. He slowly entered me and I began to rock gently. As soon as I began to pick up my pace his phone started ringing. I immediately stopped and realized that this was a mistake and couldn't happen again. I hurried up and got out the tub making sure to wrap a towel around me. Micheal took his call and right as I was about to put on my undergarments someone knocked on the door. I figured it was my parents so I went downstairs to open it. It was Ray just my luck eh.