Regardless of our months revolving around Mercury Retrograde or just another regular day or night of my life, I constantly feel stuck. I feel constantly hesitant, filled with anxiety and depression every single time.
This is truly because of my fears and traumas instilled to me by my harsh, senior citizen, parents and their beliefs, customs and traditions being pressed on to me like a stamp, not of approval for what I am and what I wanted to be but of no turning back.
They literally want to enforce their beliefs as strict Catholics, to me and make me a huge version of them which I never wanted to be. I wanted to be myself, just like what I usually tell you on my motivational vlogs on YouTube.
Sadly, this wasn't and isn't the case at all. I just don't want you to experienced what I have experienced for the past 28 years of my existence, turning 29 this January of 2025.
Everyday, I wake up to feeling like sh*t most, if not, all of the time. That's because, I think to myself, "Another day to serve my parents, and not myself yet." And then I roll my eyes after. Just trying to shrug things off.
So yeah. I really am stuck. And I now need your help. Can you please donate some money to me and to my new business venture? I wanted to start my own bracelet making company under GlamShock Studios.
I have always been fascinated in arts and crafts such as this. I wanna mix and match different beads to finally form a new bracelet. It may range from size small to size extra large or even more depending on those clients who'd buy and sponsor me some beads to start making these bracelets as soon as possible.
I am literally going crazy day by day, thinking of ways of how to earn money because I literally have no savings for my own. That's because, when I used to work as a customer service representative, I have a better salary but they all went to my parent's pockets.
I cried and cried and cried everytime until such time that I had to stop because I literally have not earned anything for me from all of my hard work. They even asked me to work for their business. I shrugged it because they would not give me a salary.
Thus, I started GlamShock Studios and its various departments. We are three months in and still surviving alongside Gayong Elementary School and Uyikoto Publishing, which means, we adopted a school and we partnered with a publishing company, to soon publish our works under their name.
More companies are starting to collaborate with us as well so if you are interested just message me on Facebook for more details.
That is my Facebook Account. Don't ask about my profile picture and my note HAHAHAHA.
Alright, I guess this is it for now. But don't stop reading because there is more to come for this book, okay? Yet for now, bye!
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