CHAPTER EIGHT: Gaslighting

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My parents love to gaslight me. They love to tell me lies and they would find ways to really just make me feel limited, feel scared, feel that I disobeyed them and feel so tired about myself.

They'd never make me feel they support my business ventures, my dreams and even just a slight help to make my dreams into reality. Instead they are really the ones who gaslight me into thinking I am worthless.

All their hurtful words, "You look like a caveman!" When I don't shave my beard and cut my hair. Or "You look so fat in that outfit, go find some shirt and change it!" Or, "You are so stubborn. You really would do what you want not what we want."

As you see, those are the words they usually say to me. And that's solely the reason why I am too tired to even function every single day of my life. I don't wanna move. I don't wanna work for my dreams, and I feel always tired.

Gaslighting? They are expert at that. But what exactly is gaslighting? According to Google, manipulate (someone) using psychological methods into questioning their own sanity or powers of reasoning.

So yeah. Please parents, don't let your kids feel this way or they will find ways to rebel and be different or they'd just be traumatized for life because of your wrong doings.

I guess that would be it for now. I'm so sorry for a very short chapter for you all. But regardless, I do pray and hope that you still enjoyed this chapter after all of that past chapters I already placed here.

Stay safe as always, stay blessed, stay happy and always stay as healthy as you can this Christmas season! I love you all very much. Babye!

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