I was a blank slate, a nobody,
An empty bottle adrift in the sea.
A sky without clouds, a rain without pour,
I was nothing—empty, ignored.For decades, I was molded, confined,
A life not my own, no voice to define.
Thanks to my parents, I became just that,
Living in shadows, a soul laid flat.But at twenty-six, my eyes opened wide,
To the truths of this world, no place to hide.
I learned to be me, to stand on my own,
To nurture myself, seeds finally sown.At twenty-six, I met the authentic "me,"
The one I had searched for endlessly.
I found my values, my dreams, my voice,
My beliefs and the power to make my own choice.It felt like rebirth, a life to defend,
Where I taught, fed, and became my own friend.
The road was rugged, the path unclear,
But I embraced the struggle, quelled the fear.Like learning to walk or ride a bike anew,
I built a foundation, sturdy and true.
And though it was tough, I can finally say,
I've come home to myself in every way.Now, I stand tranquil, mindful, and free,
Promising to keep discovering me.
With God by my side, I know I'll prevail,
Through every storm, I will set sail.
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Echoes of Grief: A poetry collection during my depression
PoetryMy relationship with my father was far from ideal. Growing up, I never received the love or attention I needed from him, which created an emotional distance between us. I felt lost, without the paternal guidance I longed for. Then, in 2020, during t...