F1 groupchat- PURE CHAOS

36. Glitch

We were supposed to be just friends                                                                                                                       You dont live in my part of town, but maybe I'll see you out some weekend                                            -Taylor Swift, Glitch.

Kimi's POV:

It was never supposed to happen. And with 'It' I mean falling in love with my soon-to-be ex teammate, Oliver James Bearman. It was an accident, I was just meant to be his friend, but those damned eyes, those damned brown eyes. Those cute dimples everytime he laughs. And now I am here, at the same party, in the same house, looking at the same fucking person for fucks sake! Who are we looking at? Franco Colapinto. That flirt. Hes out here, charming Ollie (who looks captivating btw) and I struggle to compliment Ollie on regular things, because I will stutter. Life isnt fair. Hes charming everyone on and off the grid, while I look like a goddamn fool. 

Well, at least I have alchocol. I down one shot after the other at a quite alarming rate, but I really dont give a damn at the moment. I am just trying to ignore those 2 till they finally start fucking or something, and I can go drown myself in my own misery. I am starting to question my drinking choices though, as both Ollie and Franco come up to me with worrying faces. "You two, please don't shove your friends with benefits relationship in my face." I slur. Oops, I did not mean to say that, but we were all thinking it, right?

"Our what?" Ollie looks at me, weirded out. Like I said something completely normal mate. "Nothing, nothing. Wanna play a game with the girls and our other friends." I say, with a big emphasis on the friends. Before Ollie can answer again, Franco answers for him. "Yeah of course! Is Jack also going to be there?" Wow, already cheating on Ollie? Thats quick. "I think so, its right about there in the corner, by the couches."

We sit down, and almost immediatly, Jack wraps his right arm around me, and I relax into the touch of his arm on my bag. It definetly misses the softness of Ollies touch, but it is still an amazing feeling, as I love physical touch. As I open one eye to see which game we are playing, which is truth or dare (A classic) I see Oliver looking at me like he might actually murder me right then and there. Its not like I did anything, but I am probably imagining him looking at me anyway.

As soon as we start the game, I absolutely regret playing already. This game always ends in chaos, so thats great, and I think that is exactly what they want. "So, truth or dare Franco!" If I start off, at least I wont be asked immediatly after, right? "Hm, truth!" "Do you have a crush on anyone at the moment?" I know this, but it wouldnt hurt for the rest to know, right? But as soon as I ask the question, I feel Jack shift beside me. Weird, I might need to investigate that later. After thinking for wayyyy too long, Franco finally answers. "I do have a crush on someone at the moment." He says... shyly? Wow, this i the first time I've actually seen him act shy.

"Anyway, Aurelia, truth or dare!" He asks, steering the conversation in another direction. "Dare!" "Okay, I dare you to... Kiss someone in this circle!" Damn, bold mate. Poor Aurelia, who is blushing furiously. "You dont have to do it if you dont want! Its okay, I can think of another one." Franco says, as soon as he sees that Aurelia is redder then... then... Maya? And where did Doriane and Tina disappear to? "No, I'll do it." And she turns left to face the incredibly red Maya at her side. "May I?" She asks, and the only thing Maya can do is just nod. They kiss, and at that moment, I can only imagine me and Ollie sitting there. Oh, I am down bad. When they wont stop making out and just walk away, the turn to ask a question just goes to someone else. Desi, and she has something up her sleeve. "Jack, truth or dare?" "Dare!" Bad choice mate, bad choice. "I dare you to kiss Kimi!" Wait, thats me.

He looks at me, regret fills his eyes, and my eyes fill with what? Regret. Regret for drinking too much. Regret for even participating in this stupid game. But before we can kiss, I feel someone pull me away, and the people around us gasp. Its Ollie, Ollie of all people dragged me away. "What?" I ask, but it comes out bitchier than anticipated. "Come with me. Upstairs. Now." And I obey, why? Because he looks absolutely incredible, maybe its the alchohol, or lust and love, or a bit of a mix, but I follow him. I'll genuinely follow him anywhere at the moment. 

"Why did you pull me away Ollie, maybe I wanted to kiss him?" I ask, as we walk into a quiet room. "Because I couldnt watch you kiss him, I had too!" "You really, really didnt mate." That one stings, I can see it in his face, but I dont know why it stings. "I did!" "Why?" Yeah, Franco was right there! 

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, I ALWAYS HAVE." 

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A/N: Heyyyy, I am so not sorry for leaving you here, so enjoy waiting for a new chapter<3