Why can't I let this go? I hate myself for making that promise to you... I hate that you asked me to keep it. I hate that when we said we would of done anything for each other we meant it. "Don't get attached."? A little too late

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I suck at life
RandomIm not good at saying whats on my mind...or expressing myself in general. So I'll write I guess. Something that let's me know this is real, no matter how I feel about any of it. If you suffer from depression etc. this is my trigger warning.
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Why can't I let this go? I hate myself for making that promise to you... I hate that you asked me to keep it. I hate that when we said we would of done anything for each other we meant it. "Don't get attached."? A little too late